Kouji
He/Him
23
August 29th
Rustboro
Heterosexual
Smuggler/Violence
Grunt
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Kouji Matsubara
Carrying A Road[m][Kanto]
POSTED ON Sept 10, 2023 9:01:37 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","fakebq"] [attr=class","body"] [attr="class","text"] Kouji struggled within himself, it wasn’t what he wanted to see, it should have been him doing this, pushing for this, but after seeing that smile so filled with Resolve, he felt utterly defeated. [break][break] He’d lost so many times, but this was the first time Matsubara Kouji had been utterly defeated. He stared at her before he slowly released the breath that had been a lodger in his lungs, a slow release of tension from his shoulders as the bag was now in her hands, he gave her a wry smile, crooked in its sadness. [break][break] ”Make sure you don’t get yourself killed, I won’t forgive ya if you do. We’ll meet again back at HQ.” He’d do whatever he could otherwise, Kouji knew that the day would come when he’d become someone else, someone different to the person that he was. [break][break] But it wouldn’t be tonight, because he lost. [break][break] ”Tsubaki huh? I won’t forget it, it’d be a tragedy if Kouji Onii-chan forgot that, huh?” He said as he tried to smile properly, but it wouldn’t reach his eyes, it’d be far too embarrassing if he cried right now, he would hate himself even more than he did right now. [break][beak] He’d continue to brush by Rocket, and she was staying, he was sure they’d see each other again. He prayed, and hoped, that they’d be able to laugh about this the next time that they saw each other. [break][break] ”Next time we see each other, I promise neither of us’ll be…a monster or a robot.” He said as he stood there, to watch her leave, he dd make a promise at least that he wouldn’t get rid of that most important part again, he wouldn’t kill his emotions. If he was going to kill someone, he’d do it as a human.
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