J, J.Ro
He/Him
25
November 13
Mavuille
Bisexual
Layabout/Biker
Civilian
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
Round Robin
POSTED ON May 8, 2023 3:45:48 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","fakebq"] [attr=class","body"] [attr="class","text"] You stood there for a moment as the click went, the expected spurt of blood did not come, and neither did the pain of being shot. Neither result happened, and yet you were flattened by the idea; to end oneself with no hesitation, there was a willpower there that surpassed your own…Even using the same word was pointless, yours was a mere hope, and yet the girl who you were staring at, she had an absolute certainty. [break][break] There should have been no difference. [break][break] Yet, you wanted to shout, let the growl roll into your voice, to reject her actions, her words, her everything. [break][break] ”I..I…I…” Yet, even your stuttering was just a confirmation of her words, of her statements, of that certainty that was being proven true by every word. You looked at her, and yet at the same time, you couldn’t…Because even the words that tried to come to your tongue was just a matter of selfishness. [break][break] Selfish, worthless, pointless, an unrepetant killer. [break][break] What did the old you die for? What did she die for? What did you do anything for? [break][break] ”I…Don’t…” You looked at your revolver, you could prove it here and now, you jumped onto it, gripped it in your hand, and pointed it your throat, you could do it now, prove her wrong in a singular moment. [break][break] ”I can do it…” Yet, you couldn’t place weight on the trigger, how do you force yourself beyond that wall? [break][break] ”You’re wrong…” [break][break] You were wrong. [break][break] The clattering gun was the final gavel.
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