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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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POSTED ON Aug 13, 2022 7:50:59 GMT
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the answer comes without hesitation.[break][break]

"i did."[break][break]

or at least he thinks he did. whatever might happen between now and darkest day is out of his control. what he saw was the body of a man who very well deserves to be dead.[break][break]

"and i would do it again if i could."




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Locke
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POSTED ON Aug 13, 2022 14:32:21 GMT
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Locke could understand how Matias could kill . The two men were on opposite sides of a conflict bigger than either of them individually, and he only did what soldiers are made to do.

But to not regret that it happened-to callously say he wished for another chance to end someone's life…

"And the hatred is almost always justified."


Their gut twisted in freezing knots of-disappointment? Betrayal?

Shame, their mind supplied. It was their own fault, after all, for having such high expectations of the man.

"…Is this an interrogation?"
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matias
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"what?"[break][break]

he blinks, shaking his head.[break][break]

"no, locke, it isn't. at least i didn't mean for it to seem like one."[break][break]

his words are genuine, or at least they seem that way.[break][break]

"the truth is i've been trying to convince to leave rocket for a while now. this," he gestures to his bandages, " is just the result of her loyalty to someone who never should've been her pa to begin with."




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Locke
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POSTED ON Aug 18, 2022 9:47:36 GMT
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Locke searched the other man's face for dishonesty, breathing out the tension that'd been coiling in his chest when he found none.

Right.

He was panicking over nothing.

Matias was having the normal reaction to a little girl in the custody of a known member of a terrorist organization. He was the odd one out for projecting his own familial hang-ups onto the two of them.

But a prickle of doubt remained.

The open concern they'd seen under the church. The tearful reunion they'd witnessed in that space between reality and not. And the way talked about grieved for him…

"…I think you're right that they never should've met in first place, but I'm not sure that 'should'ves' matter at this point. I never talked to him, so I can't really give an opinion on the guy, but Eris cared about him a lot and-" They hesitated, trying not to make it sound like an accusation. "And him dying's only done more harm than good."
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matias
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"for eris, maybe. but for everyone else?"[break][break]

matias doesn't need to spell it out for locke. the removal of an underboss in a terrorist organization far outweighs the loss and pain may be feeling. it's why he feels no shame in his actions. he did what he did for the sake of the region.[break][break]

that's what he tells himself, anyway, but it isn't the entire story.[break][break]

"i hope you don't think less of me, locke."




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Locke
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POSTED ON Aug 25, 2022 18:22:41 GMT
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Locke didn't have an answer for that.

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They were just a delivery boy-and not even a very successful one at that. Their perspectives were too different. Matias was making the best decisions he could for everyone beneath him; while they were stuck at the bottom, only capable of focusing on the things they could reach.

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The shame lingered.

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"I do."

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He was never very good at telling people no.

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"But I think I needed to-just a bit."

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matias
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thirty-two
november 14th
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1321 height
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"that's fair."[break][break]

he offers the faintest of smiles, appreciating locke's honesty as it is a rare thing to come across sometimes.[break][break]

the bottle of water is crunched up before being tossed back into his bag.[break][break]

"just remember that i did what i did for the sake of the region. to protect it and its people. that includes you, even ."




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Locke
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Locke Jamison
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POSTED ON Aug 27, 2022 20:06:43 GMT
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Was he protecting Eris when he took her eye?

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Pip-Pip's return spared Locke from having to voice their doubts. The Piplup waddled up to join his trainer and demanded their attention with noisy chirps, much to Doro-Doro's annoyance.

[break][break]

"All done?" The chirping grew more insistent as they picked up their Pokémon. "Right, right, lunch next."

[break][break]

He turned back to Matias, supporting the hungry penguin on his hip while he retrieved the rest of his things. "I've got to get going. It was…"

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It was nice seeing you? Good to talk again? Neither statement felt genuine now.

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"Well, I'll catch you around."

Nano


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matias
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thirty-two
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no, matias was just being petty when he took her eye. his emotions ran rampant and got the better of him but even now he doesn't regret doing so. in fact, he only wishes he could've killed reiner as well.[break][break]

matias watches locke get ready to leave.[break][break]

"it was nice."[break][break]

he fills in the gap for them.[break][break]

"see you soon, locke."[break][break]

stay safe.




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