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POSTED ON Sept 27, 2022 3:36:25 GMT
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When Elisabeth reentered the world of the waking, it was like breaking out from the smothering weight of some mist-black sea, shuddering as she gasped for air.

Sweat covered her in a thin sheen, glistening and slick with the memory of the very flames she had thought she'd never escape.

Her fingertips grasped for some reassurance, some stability, that didn't come. With a throat so dry it refused to give her voice, Elisabeth's lips parted as if to speak, but no sound betrayed what words whispered in her mind:

Did he follow me here?

That disjointed thought, born of some newly-awakened fear, jolted her into moving. She writhed in the confined space, a stifled sob breaking from her throat as terror gripped her heart anew; the pulse of her heart began to beat harder and faster, suffocating on its own anxiety.

Then her gaze slid to , and the pieces of her life began to fall together once more.

Yes. She was in Team Rocket, now, with Head Scientist Lulu Flint. Kalos was behind her.

The man who had haunted her was dead.

He was dead, for she had personally ensured he'd rot in an early grave.

Her tongue fumbled, attempting speech, before a single sentence finally forced its way out:

"...It's over."

It was as much a plea for reassurance as an acknowledgment of her own lucidity.

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POSTED ON Sept 29, 2022 9:04:24 GMT
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that panic. lulu knew it. she had learned to stand back and let them come to, and to not let their inevitable reactions get to her. she needed these people. her test subjects.

elisabeth was a slightly different case from the usual, though, in that the scientist actually valued the stable condition of her mind—or at least, she wished to maintain whatever stability the admin possessed.

she regarded her carefully from across the room, assessing the look in her eye. what had she seen?

”yes.” it was over.

her heels clicked as she walked to break much of the distance again and view a nearby computer. the results of their test ran across it.

”you’re welcome to remove the electrodes.” after a moment, then, she asked, ”how do you feel?”
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"Like I died."

The flat answer was sighed out with a slow, drawn-out weariness as Elisabeth's pale hands reached for the electrodes on her skull. She moved as if drifting through water, her every gesture met by an unseen resistance as she attempted to adjust herself to her waking body once more.

"Maybe I did. I think I was in hell, for a moment."

It sounded hyperbolic. Coming from Elisabeth now, however, the statement was subdued and quiet, lacking all melodrama whatsoever.

As the technology unlatched its hold on her, Elisabeth's head drooped with sudden weariness, cradled in her hands.

"Did you get what you needed from me?" she asked at last.

A faint tremor had taken hold of her left hand.

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”ah. well, that’s perfectly normal.” the post-death feeling. ”although, i suppose hell is a little more creative than most. i find that nightmares typically seem to take place in our world, or some iteration of it.” she paused, her head tilting as something shifted around behind her cool gaze. ”the mind is an interesting thing.”

had lulu gotten what she needed? she nodded, ”i did.”

the tiny tremble of elisa’s hand was noted, but she had gotten used to seeing people rattled. the fact that so many of rocket’s top brass were willing to expose such vulnerability to her was both strange and fascinating.

”what about you? did you find what you were looking for?” she had alluded to coming as a masochist, but surely she hadn’t offered her peace of mind for the sake of pain alone.

or perhaps she was punishing herself for something.
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Elisabeth Fiorelli was forever punishing herself.

Otherwise, what sane woman would celebrate her newfound freedom by willingly caging herself again? Why not live a life in Hoenn that let her truly start over on a blank slate, embracing the happiness she had been denied for the past decade?

For all her declarations of seeking power that she had given and alike, another cynical voice in Elisabeth whispered otherwise: You seek a life in the shadows, because you don't believe you belong in the light. You stain your hands with more blood, because you know they can't ever be clean again.

All of the nightmares that plagued Elisabeth had been invited into her life by her own two hands. She had chosen the demon that waited for her in the afterlife, and in choosing him, selected the life that had caused her so much pain and unhappiness.

Elisabeth had killed the kind-hearted person that her parents had raised her to be, and there was no undoing that dark deed.

"Normal. That's reassuring to hear."

She looked up at , any discomfort at being witnessed in such a distressed state strangely absent. It reminded her of standing stark naked before a doctor for medical examination; there was no modesty in being witnessed by a professional in their field, in a way that was purely as a subject of their study.

"I don't know if I did, to be honest," Elisabeth answered bluntly, her gaze clouding with distance. "I think in a lot of ways, I... saw what I expected to see."

Who I expected to see, her mind finished for her.

Her mouth drew itself into a thin line, frowning as she offered a useless shrug.

"Maybe I hoped it would be something different, now. I don't know."

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POSTED ON Oct 8, 2022 5:02:45 GMT
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elisabeth had seen what she’d expected to. that was, perhaps, not so normal.

”interesting,” the scientist responded. it was vague, trailing off with another tilt of her head. her gaze lingered for a moment longer before she was moving again, sipping from the cup in her hand and moving to print the report. despite being a pioneer at the forefront of the digital age, lulu herself had everything on paper, stowed away in physical form.

”well,” elisabeth, ”i have what i need. unless you have any questions, we’re all finished.”
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Did she have questions? Vaguely, Elisabeth suspected that she did. Many, many questions, in fact.

When she looked at now, however, those thoughts all dissipated like the very mist that had dragged her off to slumber. Or more accurately, the questions tumbled over one another, sluggish and refusing to present in her current incoherent state.

"Nothing urgent, I should think," Elisabeth said instead, daring to rise to her feet. The motion was unsteady, like having disembarked from a ship long thought lost at sea. Only the way she clung to the bed's frame anchored her in place, until her body got accustomed to its standing weight once more.

There was something anticlimactic in this finale. It irritated Elisabeth for some inexplicable reason. The stiff way she held herself and the detached tenor of her voice were, by their very aloofness, telling in that regard.

What had she been looking for, by facing those nightmares again?

"I won't keep you from your research, then."

A single step was made forward, followed by a wooziness that caused her to sway towards the door. In the shadows of the lab, for a moment, she thought she saw a silhouette darkening its entry. Emerald eyes snapped into focus, and the hazy outline faded with her alertness; what remaining grogginess held her was banished in favor of a spike of adrenaline.

The realization struck with such abrupt clarity it rendered her silent and frozen in place: He's dead, but he can still hurt you. You still let him haunt you.

"Is it possible to ever rid yourself of a nightmare?" Elisabeth asked suddenly. "I have always thought the longer you dream the same dreams, the more they embed in the mind. They imprint on you and can't be shaken, no matter how hard you try."

Why would Lulu know the answer to such a thing? Why would anyone, for that matter?

It was not a question with a true answer, but it was a question Elisabeth felt urged to voice nonetheless.

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lulu didn’t look up again at first, expecting that the admin would find her legs on her own and wander off to do whatever. only when addressed a second time did she look over, and was surprised to find the sudden alertness in elisabeth’s eyes.

with a blink, the scientist briefly pondered, before divulging more of her theory that she hadn’t yet to other subjects.

”i wouldn’t say it is so much the dream imprinted on you, as whatever it was that prompted the dream.” a pause, before she explained, ”i believe they take us places, like portals through space and time. what you see in a dream is determined by outside forces, be they in this world or the next. i would say to stop a recurring nightmare at its source, you must cut the ties that are pulling you in. a much easier task when you know where those ties are, i’d say.” was someone in another world pulling on elisa?

her amber stare lingered, before she was gone across the room again. cleanly manicured fingers soon plucked several sheets of crisp paper from the mouth of a printer. as she scanned through them, she continued, ”i recommend therapeutic doses of musharna’s dream mist. if you fail to locate what ties you to your nightmare, then perhaps cresselia could cut them for you. my hope is that rocket will be able to procure it with time, once we are able to reach the dream world.”
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The thoughtfulness and detail in Lulu's answer stunned and pleased Elisabeth in equal measure.

What a fascinating concept, that dreams acted like portals to take you to another place and time. It went so counter to the way that Elisabeth herself viewed her nightmares: as manifestations of her own regrets, self-loathing, and fears, turned into a potent cocktail of self-inflicted torment she was forced to swallow every night.

"Hm. The most evident source of mine is... dead. How frustrating."

Could someone seek to haunt you from the veil beyond? Arceus, she hoped not. The afterlife was an unpleasant concept in general.

Onto other topics, then.

"The Musharna mist is an excellent suggestion, however. I hadn't been aware of their properties until you mentioned, in truth."

Her hands restlessly fidgeted in front of her as she considered the other half of Lulu's unexpected advice, the notion of Cresselia causing her eyes to widen slightly. A wry smile cracked her lips, and she murmured, "Ah. Well, surely Cresselia has other matters to tend to than mine."

It felt selfish, to ask a Legendary being for such a boon. What had she done to be worthy of such a thing? She suspected murderesses were not of interest to mythical creatures of Cresselia's nature, anyway.

Nonetheless, the seed of some curiosity or doubt took hold at Lulu's words, buried in Elisabeth's subconscious to flower later in due time. As all such seeds do, eventually, whether one wills it or no.

"If you do manage to find such a method to enter the dream world," the blonde began, halting slightly before she continued, "then... I would be interested in assisting you, in whatever capacity I can best provide."

She met the scientist's amber gaze with her own, a quiet resolve sparkling in their green depths.

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”maybe they're dead here, in this world; but i can assure you, all evil slain is still very much alive elsewhere, just as there are places in which it was never born in the first place.”

at elisabeth’s sentiment about cresselia, the look in lulu’s eye was almost inquisitive, before she recited, all pokémon exist for the glory of rocket, do they not? and personally, i see no harm in asking it for a favor or two once it is within our reach.”

without much further ado, the head scientist then gathered her papers neatly and seemed to be preparing to leave. the labs were only busier and busier these days, after all.

”i’ll keep you updated on my studies, then, if it interests you, and if we are able to locate a way into the interdream zone, you’ll be notified. i have no doubt traversal will be dangerous enough to warrant a full party.” being an admin, elisabeth would likely receive a report on the matter, once progress was made. ”now, if you’ll excuse me, i need to make my next appointment. your time is appreciated.”

she turned to leave, but before she did, she slowed at where she had set her coffee. she reached, but instead, her hand suddenly swiped it off the table. it shattered across the floor with a sharp clatter.

”somewhere in the multiverse, that didn’t break. do not take dead for granted, miss fiorelli.”

”have a good afternoon.”

with that, she was off, heels clicking briskly down the hallway again.
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