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October 19
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in my solitude
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Adrian Malcolm
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POSTED ON Sept 20, 2024 3:21:17 GMT
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cigarettes after sex - cry (slowed + reverb + rain)
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He doesn't want to think about how many days it's been—but he has an exact number in his head. Seventeen long days...[break][break]

Rowan had given him his space... And he could breathe easy again, it felt. In a way, he felt more himself than he had in a long time, though he still had his reservations. He didn't easily let go...[break][break]

He flicks back through his phone, to the meme they'd shared while he had gotten himself wrapped up with 'Raziel'. It had been a welcome respite, but ever since then, something was off.[break][break]

Maybe it was the guilt he now embodied,[break]
Maybe it was his close call in the border,[break]
Or perhaps it was a lingering stress response—[break][break]

He couldn't fall asleep, despite his every effort.[break][break]

Darkening bags beneath his eyes betrayed the long and restless nights spent rotting away.[break][break]

It dulls his mind and leaves him desperate to while away the midnight hours. Tapping away at his phone, he reaches out to Rowan—[break][break]

>> R u still up?
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Maybe he shouldn't have sent it at all...[break][break]
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POSTED ON Sept 30, 2024 23:06:02 GMT
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[attr="class","rowwtw"]The dull glow of a notification illuminates the darkened room, prompting Rowan to reach for his phone. Sleep didn't come easily to him anymore, dreams were fragmented and broken and nightmares were more vivid than ever, staying awake seemed the preferable alternative. [break][break]

"Adrian?" An eyebrow rose as he read the text, not expecting to hear from them this late, especially not after their relationship ended. A few quick taps at the keyboard and the message was sent, short and succinct. [break][break]

Always. Want a drink?[break][break]

The offer was extended, to be interpreted however Adrian's mind desired. Was this a friendly invitation, or something more?
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Masculine
28
October 19
Sootopolis City
Bisexual
N/A
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6'1" height
6'1" height
I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
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Adrian Malcolm
RETROGRADE [C]
POSTED ON Oct 1, 2024 22:56:23 GMT
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Adrian turns over in his bed, thinking it an empty gesture. Some desperate play, perhaps. In the moment it felt right, but he regrets it quickly after.[break][break]

He's surprised to receive a response; it was well into the wolf hours...[break][break]

Pulling the phone back to his eyes, Adrian makes his considerations after digesting the contents. He shouldn't... Wouldn't. It's not what he'd wanted from them. He's not sure what he wanted.[break][break]

>> not right now[break]>> how are u?
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He wanted to reach out, meant to—[break][break]

But it was too soon to get that close again.[break][break]
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Wyndon, Galar
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POSTED ON Oct 23, 2024 15:29:43 GMT
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[attr="class","rowwtw"]A soft sigh escaped Rowan's lips as he read Adrian's messages, disappointed features illuminated in the darkness by the glow of the phone. [break][break]

Adrian was reaching out but still didn't want to see him, was this progress or regression? Their previous relationship had been so intensely physical that this felt entirely foreign.[break][break]

>Can't sleep.[break]>How about you?[break][break]

If this was what Adrian needed, Rowan would simply have to meet him half-way.
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