pax
he/they
28
may 26
vermillion city, kanto
pansexual
intel and accountability officer
deputy director
then i'll become the monster, i will deal the blow
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you can hear it in the silence,
POSTED ON Oct 30, 2023 3:54:10 GMT
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"Marry me, won't you?" [break][break]
The proposal is not what you'd expected. And you're sure it's not what luciano fisk expected either. [break][break]
After all, you're just some archeologist with big dreams. He's a famous, globe trotting artist. Your spheres- your lifestyles are so incredibly different. And while warm words of love and adoration had been shared countless of times, in and out of the bedroom, takign the next step- [break][break]
Would Luci ever propose? Say yes? [break][break]
You hadn't known. But it weighed on you. After your nearly a decade long entanglement. From student to staff- [break][break]
You had left, and so had he. Always jsut passing glances, barely spoken feelings. You came together rarely but by the fucking gods, did you make every second count. You memorized every new mole, every new wrinkle. And perhaps luciano fisk felt a certain way but any doubts, any worries could never be true. [break][break]
At least, not when it came to you. [break][break]
People say there's more than one The One. That the soulmates thing is a lie. That relationships are hard work, not works of magic. [break][break]
That's not the case for you. For you it's only one person. And if it had to stay one sided for the rest of your life, then you'd accept it. Because he is everything to you. Even if it's a pipe dream, even if you could never hope to offer him the lifestyle he's grown up in. [break][break]
You love him. [break][break]
There is no doubt in your mind, no hesitation, and no fear. You accept it the moment your lips first touched his own. The first time he whispered your name into your ear. The first time he ever smiled at you in such gentle, genuine way. [break][break]
It's never a good time. Never the right time. Your lives so rarely overlap and when you have to separate the longing in you grows stronger. It's like an insatiable hunger that grows harder and harder to ignore after every murmured 'Goodbye.' [break][break]
And one day, you can't bear to say goodbye again. [break][break]
The next time you see Luci, you're ready. Ring in your pocket, dinner prepared, heart on your sleeve. Its quiet between you for a moment, before you fall into conversation again. It's always so easy isn't it? [break][break]
And it slips out. And you sort of quirk a smile and a nervous laugh. The speech in your coat pocket along with a little velvet box unused. [break][break]
And then- [break][break]
Surprise flits through the artist's gaze, before something incredibly soft dawns his expression. He reaches for your hand across the table, taking it in his.
"Why, amore mio, what took you so long to ask?" [break][break]
"Of course, I'll marry you." [break][break]
"You are forever mine." [break][break]
💘
You flush, warmth and relief and love flooding your senses, as you wrap your hand around his. [break][break]
"I have been, for so long, Luciano."
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