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Their first stop was the entryway. Right at a spot where she had been many times throughout her life. A picture hung framed in between the two straight-edged stairways. Johanna couldn’t remember how many times she had looked upon this picture and the picture before it. Though she knew it was all just in her mind it always felt like both pictures had judged her in some way. Her grandmother’s judgment had been a cold one, one biased towards disappointment and failure. However, her mother’s had been different. Johanna knew her mother didn’t want her to fail, yet that just made it all the worse when she did.

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With almost puppy-like eyes did she look towards her mother as she spoke. She couldn’t imagine herself, or rather her portrait, hanging there. That spot was her mother’s no matter how much she tried she wouldn’t be able to replace her like that. Yet, with a small but heavy breath, she nodded. She knew it was a childish notion, her mother would die as everyone does at some point, and she would just have to be ready by then, her feelings be damned.

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But the picture wasn’t the only thing Johanna had to be shown. Edith led on towards another room, this one on the first floor of the house. Tucked away from nosey servants or Johanna by lock and key. She had barely seen the insides all but once in her life. But today seemed to be the day where she would get to properly take it in. And as they entered she did just that. Eyes darting around looking at all the historic items that were tactfully placed around the room. But the items didn’t keep her attention for long as her eyes befell the wall decorated with numerous portraits.

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Her eyes immediately fell upon one of the only recognizable faces there. Her grandmother. But she moved on as her mother pointed at the various paintings, each time pointing precisely upon them and uttering their name. With each one she noted the particular features they all had in common, the hair, the skin, though hard to tell from the paintings Johanna figured they most certainly would share her mother’s towering height as well. An empty pit formed in her stomach, with each painting she felt more and more estranged. She wasn’t a Joy, she had neither the hair nor the height.

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But then her mother reached a painting she hadn’t noticed before, either by willful ignorance or by biased. While the person shared the same hair, one particular difference was the person’s gender. If Edith spared a glance at Johanna she’d see a woman perplexed. The revelation had just torn a huge crack in all she thought about her family. While she heard the words she didn’t truly register them at first. But then her mother made her turn her attention to another picture, this one didn’t belong here. The pink hair which was one of, if not the biggest, pride and joy of the Joy family was nowhere to be seen. Instead, it had been replaced with a shade of deep green.

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Johanna didn’t notice it at first, but her hand instinctually moved to whisk away the bang of blue hair which kept creeping in front of her vision, she tried to move it behind her ear, gently caressing her hair in the process. She listened to her mother’s last words about tradition. She even used her nickname, which happened very rarely.

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Johanna looked away from the painting and onto her mother. Her eyes beamed with uncertainty and her arms hugged around her stomach in search of some measure of comfort. “I… I don’t know what I want.” She admitted, a pang of defeat in her voice. “All I know is that I want to live up to the expectations that you and grandmother had for me.” While the pit in her stomach had subsided for a brief moment at the revelation of the male Joy and the Deep green-haired Joy. It now reared its ugly head again. She almost wanted to cry, though she knew it wouldn’t befit her to do so right now. “But, even taking into account that I don’t fit the mold perfectly. I am not sure I can ever live up to those expectations.” Was this the first time she admitted that? She didn’t know. While saying the words weighed heavily upon her. The pit in her stomach grew slightly smaller.


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POSTED ON Mar 16, 2022 7:21:07 GMT
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The panic grew increasingly as the guy wouldn’t let go of her. For a brief moment, she considered trying to punch him as a way of getting away. But then she remembered that one very graphic episode of CSI: Mauville, and how that had ended. She wasn’t going to do violence, she couldn’t. And then as if by some miracle, another person stepped in between her and the assailant.

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She felt her arm being let go. The opposing force she had used to try to get away, sent her into a stumble. Luckily she didn’t fall, but it took her a moment to make the world stop moving as if she had suddenly arrived on a ship. She had been so busy trying to get her bearings again, that she hadn’t even seen the punch land. But she certainly heard it, and when her attention turned back to the two men and her hero. Her hero was already doing a lecture on the creepiness of their behavior.

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Johanna stayed behind her hero, as he requested. She didn’t want to engage with the two, and actually just wondered if she ought to just go and let her would-be savior behind. Alas, she could not move her feet out of fear that if she did she would fall out of sheer dizziness. Instead, her arms moved into a hug of comfort for herself, trying not only to get some measure of warmth but safety as well.

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The lecture didn’t seem to affect the two men other than making them a bit more annoyed. It was clear that while the younger man was far more eager for a fight, they weren’t there for that. And with a heavy hand placed firmly upon the shoulder of the younger, the older man stopped his partner-in-crime from engaging. “Look, she’s clearly an adult...” He said but realized his argument wasn’t going to work on Arlo. “We weren’t going to do anything, we just wanted to have a good time. But fine, you can have her if you want!” Clearly, the older guy was trying to sow some distrust between Johanna and her hero upon their way out. The older man began to leave, dragging the younger one with him in the process.

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And with the danger out of the way. She looked upon her savior. Had he not just saved her, then she would’ve lumped him together with the two others, he certainly seemed like the type. “Uhm… Th…” She was about to speak, but with all things that had happened she was overwhelmed and the content of her stomach tried to force itself out. With a quick hand to her mouth and some willpower, she stopped it. But it only made her more nauseous. “Thank you.” She finally got the words out once her stomach had decided to calm down.


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POSTED ON Mar 15, 2022 18:31:23 GMT
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The sound of some weird techno-funk music was booming through speakers bathing the crowded nightclub in a headache-inducing rhythm. Where it not for the liqueur, Johanna would have much preferred to be anywhere but here.
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But alas, Johanna sat comfortably in a sofa-of-sorts in one of the ‘VIP’ corners. Her upper body bent over the table that she and her companions had been granted upon their arrival. A wave of steadily increasing nausea was making itself apparent within her body, yet the drinks kept going down. For any onlookers, It would be a very familiar story! She’d been invited by some ‘friends’ on a trip to Slateport, the excuse was an educational trip to the museum. But when a group of five similarly aged rich girls take a trip to Slateport, there was only one thing that would happen and that was drinking, partying and all around getting messed up.
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Johanna was reaching the messed-up part, but that was more so due to her inexperience with alcohol. She’d had been giving her more experienced company a run for their money in the drinking department. But now, as they had either gotten nauseous, gone dancing or found other company she found herself alone at the table.
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“hic…” She looked up from her table, vision blurry head heavy. Small drops of sweat formed upon her forehead. Is it getting hot in here or is it just me? The heat bothered her more than it should. A need for fresh air made itself known to her. She got up from her seat, faster than she should have, as her vision blurred and her body became wobbly. She took a second to compose herself, closing her eyes and praying nausea away. But when her eyes opened, she was still in the club, the music was still beating and the flickering lights of the dancefloor flew about haphazardly.

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She quickly grabbed her purse, checked that everything was still in there, Pokéballs, wallet, etc. It was all there. She then left the nightclub, walking outside and forgetting her jacket in the process. The colder wind only made her nausea worse, and for once she became acutely aware of how little her attire covered. But alas the black tank-top, which did little to cover anything but her chest, and the tight black pants had seemed like a good idea to begin with compared with the more alluring or outlandish outfits of her acquaintances. But now, without a jacket, she was shivering like an abandoned Growlithe.
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Lost and confused she looked around. Hoping that she might see one of the people she had arrived with. Unfortunately, she did not. Though there was a bunch of people outside the entrance to the place. She decided to get a bit away from the blaring music and the ever-growing crowd even though the clock was reaching midnight. Unfortunately for her, she was not allowed respite, but instead two men approached her, one of them looked to be around her age, but the other one could’ve probably been her fathers’ age.
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“Are you alone?” The younger one asked immediately followed by a “What’s a little thing like you doing out here?” By the older one. She took a step back quickly realizing that they had blocked her passage back to the club.
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“I am just taking some fresh air.” She stuttered nervously. Her blue braided-twin-tailed hair bobbed from side to side as she looked each man in the eyes. “Now if you’ll excuse me…” She said then quickly tried to dodge past them. Alas, she didn’t get far as the younger man grabbed her arm forcefully as he said. “Hey, we know a place that’s much more entertaining than that ol’ dump.” He smirked. She was scared and tried to wiggle herself out as she said. “LET GO OF ME!” Her voice grew louder as she tried to get out of the iron grip but to no avail. And nobody seemed to be on their way to save her.



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It was a dark and eerily quiet night, not a cloud upon the starry sky. Though in the air a slight chill hang, tightly clinging to any all that dared to walk outside at this time of the night.
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Johanna stood, just at the edge of the Petalburg Woods, behind her she could see the flickering lights of the city adding a stark contrast to the deep dark blackness of the forest. She was leaning gently up against one of the trees as she looked down upon her PokéGear and trembled. Even clad as she were in a nice thick jacket, and some pretty thick black pants, appropriate for the season she still felt the icy chill in the air. She wondered if it had been warmer to keep her blue hair flowing, rather than braided into the usual twin-tailed style she enjoyed so much, one little bang hanging energetically in front of her.
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The light of her PokéGear screen gave her some measure of comfort in the otherwise creepy atmosphere. Upon the screen was a message, which she had read about a thousand times by now. It was the mission details. Supposedly Team Rocket wanted to expand their territory within the forest, and it was supposed to be done at night, as close to midnight as possible. She found that kind of odd. She figured they were probably just testing her willingness to work with them and her ability to follow orders. Given that she had to fly over here, which wasn’t cheap, she felt a bit annoyed by that thought and hoped that at least whomever they decided to team her up with would be some nice company for tonight’s mission.
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She removed her gaze from the screen and looked around. Another shiver ran down her back. “Is it getting colder?” She mumbled quietly, more to herself than to anyone else. Not that there was anyone here yet, she most certainly couldn’t see anyone.


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She knew she sounded selfish, she almost certainly was being selfish. Still, she had made her feelings on the matter known to her mother. She still wasn’t even sure if she wanted to be married at all. But she knew that option simply didn’t exist for someone like her.
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She listened as her mother’s words were spoken, informing her of the very ponderings she had done before her failed attempt at diplomacy, alas little did it reveal other than her mother’s benevolence in letting Johanne pick between the candidates. She gave a small thoughtful nod. It was true, maybe she could learn to love whomever her mother picked if she was forced to do so. Maybe her issue laid not in the marriage or the partners but the pressure of expectations placed upon her. She would have to mull it over later. Either way she figured she had said enough, instead replied with appropriate silence.
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Her mother then decided that a change of scenery was in order. Johanna looked bewildered for a moment but became acutely aware that she had forgotten both the tea and what little food was left on the table, but as her eyes fell upon it she didn’t feel thirsty nor hungry.
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She got up at her mother’s command. She allowed a quick hand to run down the dress she wore to remove any wrinkles and whatnot that might’ve gotten onto it as they had been conversing. She still had to look presentable even if her mood wasn’t exactly the best.
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Johanna followed in her mother’s steps. Like a trained Growlithe she stayed a step or two behind allowing her mother to lead the way. Similarly, her Happiny followed along behind her making sure the two other Pokémon followed as well, but further away to not inconvenience Johanna or her mother. And as they walked Johanna’s eyes darted around. Trying to figure out where her mother would take them, but another thought, no, a question popped into her mind. Did she actually want all this?



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Her mother was appeased, that was all that mattered for now. The difficulty of keeping her as such would be determined later. For now, a small sigh of relief was about to escape Johanna’s lips when her mother decided to move the topic elsewhere.
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Johanna stiffened a bit as her mother seemed thoughtful and even seemed to prospect her for some unknown purpose. For a second she felt not like a human being, but an object to be appraised by someone intending to buy or sell her. But that thought was, like so many others, pushed away as she reminded herself that this was her mother.
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Alas, the chosen topic was one equally as uncomfortable if not even more uncomfortable as the last one. She squirmed a bit in her seat, then sunk a bit deeper as Edith kept speaking. It still felt weird to her that her mother was so open and acknowledging of a fact she was still coming to terms with, even if it had been quite a while since she informed her mother of her feelings on the matter of love and preferences.
[break][break]
She was at a loss for words. All she could muster for a second was. “I know.” At the mentioning of where Edith had been at Johanna’s age. “And I know you are trying to find someone for me, and I appreciate that…. But… But.” She took a deep breath while allowing her right hand to run up against her forehead and through her blue hair before letting both right-arm and lock of hair fall back down. “What is the point of being with someone if I don’t love them.” She couldn’t meet her mothers’ gaze too afraid to see the disappointment that was sure to be in the woman’s eyes.
[break][break]
Then Johanna steeled her resolve in preparation to face her mother as she, after taking yet another deep breath, said. “I know this might sound selfish, and I know there are more important things than just my personal feelings on the matter. But… I don’t want to spend my life with someone I don’t love.” A small pause. At this point, she couldn't help but wonder if her mother had been in this exact situation as well. Was maybe how or why she came to be? “But if you fear that I won’t give you a grandchild, I will. I promise…. That’s… That’s the least I can do.” The last part was mumbled, though she had begun with a hopeful tone in her voice it petered out as she realized how messed up that suggested was. Nevertheless, the suggestion had been made, and words once said couldn’t be taken back, she would live with the consequences of it.
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Oh, how she wished that she had stayed in bed right now.


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Johanna and her Mimikyu walked for at least twenty minutes. They saw a fair few Pokémon along the way but most of them were down in the ocean playing to their heart’s content, safe from her and Mimikyu by the steepness and height of the cliffs. That was until they found a ground of Squirtle and Wartortle. They seemed preoccupied with daring each other to jump from the cliffs and into the ocean below. So preoccupied were they that they didn’t notice her approaching.
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That was until she was but a few meters away from them. The largest of the Wartortle spotted her and took a defensive pose. Its tail whipped from side to side in intimidation. Johanna’s defenses lowered, she second-guessed the decision to approach this group of Water Pokémon. However, Mimikyu was affected by the move but was much braver than his trainer stepped in between her and the water type.
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“I don’t want to hurt any of you. I just wanted to ask if any of you would like to join my team?” Johanna asked. Her voice was nervous from the intimidation tactics used by the Wartortle. None of the Water-type Pokémon replied, instead those that hadn’t jumped the cliffs yet did so immediately, leaving the large aggressive female Wartortle behind. It smiled and then took a wider stance allowing for a more secure position. A small bulge at its throat appeared, it moved upwards until it reached the Wartortles mouth.
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Mimikyu quickly pushed Johanna out of the way of the Water Gun with one of his Shadowy tentacles as the beam of high-pressurized water shot out of the Wartortles’ mouth directly at them. Johanna quickly got her bearings again. “Thanks’ Cellach.” She said before turning her attention to the wild Pokémon. “I guess we can’t solve this diplomatically.” She mumbled, slightly disappointed by this.
[break][break]
“Cellach, use Shadow Sneak!” She ordered her Mimikyu. A thick Shadowy extended from underneath the tattered disguise of the Mimikyu and towards the Wartortle. The Water-type tried to dodge but quickly found the shadow had circled behind it before something hard and heavy rammed into it from behind.
[break][break]
The Wartortle wasn’t going to take that laying down and charged forwards its body glowing with a faint hue which was especially thick around its skull. “Cellach answer with Wood Hammer.” She figured this Pokémon wouldn’t understand anything but superior firepower.
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The Mimikyu nodded. Its stick-like tail began to glow an eerie combination of purple and green before it swung itself around acquiring momentum just in time for the Wartortles’ Skull Bash and the Mimikyus’ Wood Hammer to clash in a bright flash of light. Both were pushed back. Mimikyu just barely avoided getting pushed over the cliff, and the Wartortle glided along the ground upon the back of its shell. Both Pokémon seemed exhausted from that little display of battle prowess. Johanna figured now was the time and retrieved one of the empty Pokéballs she carried and threw it at the Wartortle. It sucked it in and began to do its beep-ceremony. All she could do now was hope it stayed inside.


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AN EXPLINATION[break][break]
The oldest child of Edith Joy, hair to House Joy. Born and raised in wealth, she has been taught the arts and life-style of being a Joy and all that might entail. She has also shown some prospective talent for Pokémon battles. [break]
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PUBLIC [break][break]

  • Oldest child and heir of the Joy House hold.
  • Known to be very fond of partaking in Pokémon battling



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  • Currently as much as public.


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  • She's a new recruit only Team Rocket actually knows she is a part of them.


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  • Has a tendency to experience very degrading invasive thoughts that attack her self-esteem. She doesn't really tell anyone about this because she doesn't want to burden enough or bring shame to her mother.


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Johanna listened quietly, taking in all the information she was given by her mother. She couldn’t help but feel bad for the boy, though she was unsure if that was because of the environment that he had grown up in as a street ruffian or because she knew what he was about to experience. For the latter, she had experienced as well.
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Johanna sent small nods of acceptance when her mother informed her of her expectations towards her. “Understood.” There wasn’t a whole lot she could say. She knew these weren’t suggestions, and she would do all she could to abide by them.
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Though it didn’t take long from Edith had made her demands of distance, civility, and politeness known, that she would go on to remind Johanna of her future and what it could entail. She gulped nervously. It wasn’t the first time she had heard THAT speech before, but the pressure never became easier to carry. After all, she wanted to live up to her mother’s ideals. “I… I know mother.” She stuttered and that’s when her eyes could no longer look into her mother’s as she spoke. “I will keep my future in mind.” She couldn’t return her gaze as she said those words. Heavy guilt clung to her heart as she knew making connections with Team Rocket went straight up against her mother’s wishes. She just hoped that looking at her Happiny would provide enough of an excuse to not make the lie obvious.
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Meanwhile, the Happiny noticed the change in Blissey’s expression. She calmed herself, knowing like her trainer, the sort of expectations that were placed upon her. Though, unlike her trainer, the Happiny met the gaze of the Blissey with courage and gave a brave knowing nod of understanding. She would live up to those expectations or die trying.

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A shiver of cold sea breeze washed over Johanna as she sat upon the edge of one of the many cliffs around Ever Grande. The sun shone brightly as she looked far into the distance while she hugged her legs in the process. She trembled slightly from the cold but decided not to move. She needed the cold air to clear her head, after all a fair few things had been made known to her.
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By her side sat her Mimikyu, like its trainer it didn’t move much. But where its trainer’s eyes were fixated outwards, its disguised eyes were fixated upon the blue-haired girl. “Cellach, I am wondering if running away is the right thing.” Johanna’s words emerged into the air, carried away by the breeze. The Mimikyu bopped its head, looking a bit confused in the process, before making a little questioning sound. “Why? I don’t know. I just have this feeling that my mom would be better off without me. Especially with that new sibling in the picture.” She sighed, hiding her face in her knees. “I know she claims that he can’t be the heir because of his gender, but if she wanted it I am sure she would find a way.” Her words were a bit muffled, but never the less the Mimikyu heard her. It extended a shadowy tentacle from underneath its disguise and began to pat her back. Johanna took a deep breath and felt almost immediate relief as she listened to the upbeat noises the Mimikyu made.
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“Thank’s for listening Cellach. And you are right, it doesn’t help to sit here and wallow in self-pity.” Even if things weren’t going her way she had to move forwards. She looked up, once again out onto the sea. At least her mother hadn’t figured out about her Rocket affiliation so it wasn’t all bad. “You know what, maybe I ought to do like a real proper trainer and get some more Pokémon for my team!” She pushed herself up from the ground, padded away the dirt from her pants, and readied herself to venture out into the area to find some wild Pokemon! The Mimikyu made some jovial noises and expectantly readied himself to follow along, prepared to fight any Pokémon that might appear as they began to follow the cliff in search for a wild Pokémon to claim.


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The thoughts blasted around in her head, confusion, bewilderment, sadness, even a hint of betrayal as her mother sternly replied to the question. ‘It wasn’t necessary’ the words echoed in her mind. Why wasn’t it? Did she not have a RIGHT to know something like that. A small angry voice in her heard yelled for her to take action, but she didn’t, she couldn’t. Her body was weirdly numb right now and the angry voice was quickly quieted by a more insidious one whispering to her. ‘its obvious why she wouldn’t tell me. She needed the spare child in case I failed too much’ the whirlpool of thoughts and emotions threatened to drag her down into a sulk. But her mother continued her speech.
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With a faint glimmer of hope that Edith’s explanation might provide some measure of comfort did Johanna listen. She tried to keep her emotions from showing on her face, maybe she seemed a bit stoic in the attempt, alas for all the good it did she really did wear her emotions on her sleeve to the point where even the Happiny by her side began to wiggle a bit uncomfortably clearly unsure of what to do.
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She was given a momentary respite from the onslaught of new information. Though that did nothing for her but give her ample time to overthink. Realizing that she was doing nothing but inner-monologuing herself, and probably disappointing her mother in the process. She closed her eyes took a deep breathe, and straightened her back once more making sure she sat firmly and properly in the chair. She further had to take three deep breathes before she found some measure of peace in her mind and the strength to face her mother’s gaze again for a brief moment.
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“Thank you for telling me about this.” She paused, hesitated for a moment wondering if it would be a good idea to pry further. She decided to do so, she figured now was as good a time as any. “Is there anything I should know about him? Does HE even know about this?” She tried to keep eye contact with her mother, but clearly she found it hard to do so as her eyes constantly wanted to dart away.


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Johanna looked in her mother’s direction as the woman replied. Johanna couldn’t glean from the answer nor her mother’s expression whether she had actually bought the cover or not. All she could do was hope.

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They didn’t stay on the topic of the ‘hobby’ as a more important topic seemed to occupy her mother. Johanna did what she could to focus upon it. But the fatigue of a messed up circadian rhythm fought tooth and nail against her. She did her best as she always did, even when she could feel her back wanting to slouch, her eyes wanting to close, and her thoughts being a bit all over the place.

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Johanna listened as her mother spoke. It certainly didn’t go unnoticed when the woman, who was usually so certain in her words, seemed to hesitate. Johanna had never seen her or at least never noticed her hesitating like that before. A brief hint of confusion showed on her face as she looked at her mother trying to discern what the woman was about to say. But when the words left her mouth nothing could have prepared her.

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Her jaw almost fell to the floor. Then a small nervous laughter escaped her lips as she tried to straighten her thoughts into coherent sentences. She looked around trying to spy if there was some hidden camera, but she saw none. “A sibling I haven’t been made aware of?” If her voice hadn’t already betrayed her puzzlement, then her face certainly did. The denying shake of her head caused a blue lock of hair to fall in front of her eye. She quickly brushed it behind her ear. “Alright Mom, I get it. You don’t have to tease me like that. I know I look tired and yes I have been up all night. But… But I don’t buy that. Why tell me that now?” She started nervously rambling again. Small cracks in the image that was her almost perfect mother seemed appear. Her mother had after all only made one mistake in her life, and that mistake was her…

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