em, @lockedown
he/him
twenty-five
july 12th
medali, paldea
bi, babey
it guy / hacker
silph co. civvie
i can’t take this place, no i can’t take this place. i just wanna go where i can get some space.
self-sabotage. [m]
POSTED ON Feb 6, 2023 22:00:06 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","petalbase"] [attr="class","star1"] [attr="class","circleoutline1"] [attr="class","starimg"] [attr="class","star2"] “Well, I mean, at least it’s not on purpose. I don’t think you can be faulted for it in that case, ‘cause that wouldn’t be too fair, and uhmm…yeah…” He sucked in a nervous breath, teeth sinking into his bottom lip as he looked up at the other. It was always so annoying– he felt so small in comparison. And right now, because he felt emotionally small, it made him feel that much more tiny.[break][break] It felt like his fault that Kieran was now forced to scramble and backtrack. He’d somehow managed to muddle things by his general embarrassment in existing as a tangible entity, and that had become misinterpreted. Why did he have to be so weird? It was a wonder that the other still seemed interested in hanging out.[break][break] “I’m not…I mean you’re not intruding or something.” Okay, so maybe he was a teensy bit uncomfortable, but it was all due to himself. Kieran had little to do with it. Nothing at all, in fact. Emerson rarely, if ever, felt comfortable in busy, public spaces. He was trying to be better about it, but all the same.[break][break] Even if he was being awkward, the opportunity at least presented the chance to be away from somewhere so open. In the space of his home, where he was much more comfortable in his own skin. So Emerson nodded, a wobbly smile slipping over his face. “Yeah. O-okay. That sounds good, I’’ll, um, meet you there.” His face still felt too hot, but with the bag of dumplings in hand, along with a few other items, he found himself on autopilot until he was standing at the exit with two plastic bags.[break][break] Hopefully it hadn’t been enough time for Kieran to change his mind. [break][break] Kieran Roth // sleepless in slateport [attr="class","star3"] [attr="class","petalpoke"] [attr="class","rouxcredit"] ♠[newclass=.petalbase]font:11px roboto;--accent:#ad6c83;[/newclass] [newclass=.petalbase]max-width: 450px; height: auto;border: 1px solid #1a1a1a; border-radius: 10px; overflow: hidden; background: #252525; [/newclass] [newclass=.star1]border-radius: 10px 10px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 220px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/zsBjQYG.png), #000; background-blend-mode: screen; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: cover; display: flex; justify-content: center; align-items: center;[/newclass] [newclass=.starimg]width: 100px; height: 100px; position: relative; border-radius: 100%; object-fit: cover;[/newclass] [newclass=.starimg img]height:100px;width:100px;border-radius:100%;[/newclass] [newclass=.star2]width: 350px; padding: 20px; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify; color: #eee; margin: 20px 0px 20px 0px; border-radius: 5px;[/newclass] [newclass=.petalpoke]text-align: center; margin: 0 auto; [/newclass] [newclass=.petalpoke img]margin-top:0px; [/newclass] [newclass=.circleoutline1]border-radius: 100%; width: 120px; height: 120px; background: var(--accent); opacity: 0.3; position: absolute; [/newclass] [newclass=.star2 b]font-weight: bold; color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.star2 i]text-decoration:italic; color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.star3] border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 50px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/zsBjQYG.png), #000; background-blend-mode: screen; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: cover; display: flex; text-align:center;[/newclass] [newclass=.rouxcredit]align:right; color:#AB4646; font-size:10px; text-align:right; padding:10px; [/newclass]
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