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Set out into the city streets, full of uncertainties and questions, Yuina was determined to at least get some answers as she found Megalopolans wandering the sidewalks. If she could help it, she was determined to find any one Megalopolan that might have been a part of the group of them in the swamps, in spite of how much fury the idea filled her with... But she needed to know what this ticking feeling was that she couldn't ignore...[break][break]
There were a handful of faces that she passed by, others that weren't Megalopolans... She wondered if they were other prisoners held within the other wards? At best, she didn't want to encounter the rockets that she recognized within her own ward, though she could be fairly certain that in the grand scheme of things when she didn't matter to them on the outside, she likely didn't matter to them here... What was that saying? The axe forgets but the tree remembers...?[break][break]
Without consciously realizing it, but knowing that the weight of the wondering had always been there... Yuina was scanning the city streets for those ribbobs of pink... Even in the midst of her vision, being lost to the overwhelming nature of the chain trying to coerce her into a life that she so desperately wanted... In Yuina's deepest desires she never could let go of Desiree, she wouldn't.[break]
Walking in earnest, bristling at the ticking feeling that just wouldn't stop, Yuina's heart sank and a weight crushed her in full force as her eyes found pink hair in the near distance... She froze, she had hoped with every fiber of her being that she wouldn't find her here.... But in that moment, Yuina did in fact lock eyes with her angel... And a fury mixed with impossible anguish flooded her at knowing that Desiree was not safe...[break][break]
"No... No, Desiree...," Yuina couldn't help the tears that pricked at her eyes as she without hesitation started to move towards Desiree. In any last ditch thought, she wouldn't be upset if this was a figment of this place playing tricks on her and feeding into her desires... She almost prayed that her angel would disappear once she got too close...

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This would not be the first time the universe played a cruel trick; a false sight brought upon by the effects of something much greater than natural biology, these kinds of wandering eyes were things she believed she was used to. In the world of dreams, she was blessed to be lucid rather than lost.. it was so easy to frolic about and regain the optimism she lost in the vote. Not anymore, not in the presence of the one who needed protecting more than any other.[break][break]

A hand that was no longer dirtied brushed Yuina Higashi's cheek at their mutual approach, leading her to flinch when she had not been whisked away into clouds of morning dew and cotton puffs. It did not need to be a trick to feel so cruel. Backing up a few steps, heel clacks emanating through the bottoms of an oversized puffer coat, she wished not to believe it. Perhaps it was the voices she had been told her friend was forced to endure, the reactions of the cosmos leading her to become lucid from the sheets of her own home.[break][break]

It had to be. "You're at home, tucked away in your bed.. under the covers," she bit her lip, the sting of salt creeping into the chap, ".. you have to be. I.. didn't see you on the platform.. or in the cells next to mine."[break][break]

Blotting a tear with her dream sleeve, she tumbled a fragment of marble under her heel.. soon kicking it off of a downward city slope. She could not look Yuina in the eyes- she didn't want to believe any possibility her dearest had fallen victim to the chain and the Megalopolans. None of it made sense- why her? Why them, if it were too unfortunate to be a lie?[break][break]

"And you're not ugly, not at all.."

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✨ RASPBERRY ♂︎ MARVEL SCALE / safeguard | dragon rage | twister | aqua tail | thunder wave | extreme speed

DIVINE ♀ NO GUARD / sacred sword | swords dance | retaliate | metal sound | shadow sneak | iron head

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Everything fell away as soon as Yuina started moving towards her angel, every step she took closer felt heavy, impossible... She couldn't be here, it couldn't be her... And yet, as soon as they were standing right in front of each other, fear and hestiation mirrored between them, Yuina's heart stopped as Desiree reached out and touched her cheek...[break][break]
Yuina ached, a unbearable pain ripping through her as tears stung at her eyes, but still she reached out and caught Desiree's retreating hand, clasping it between her own. She shuttered, trembling as Desiree's sweet voice spoke such hopeful wishes... Wishes that Yuina could only have dreamed of for Desiree in return...[break][break]
"You can't be here... You shouldn't be here...," Yuina's voice shook, caught between abject horror and seething anger. How could they? How could they take her angel and keep her captive in this wretched place? Her angel who deserved nothing but the love and care she bestowed upon everyone she came into contact with... It was unforgiveable...[break][break]
Desiree's despairing words confirmed that she was in another ward, somewhere else within the confines of the prison... Was she... Which ward was she in...? She couldn't imagine any of them for someone as perfect... She didn't deserve any of their accosting labels.[break][break]
"...Which... Which ward are you in...? Please, please tell me that you're okay, are you hurt, did they hurt you," Yuina didn't want to know the answer, but she couldn't stop herself from asking the question. She had to know that Desiree wasn't hurt, that because of her inaction, because her own mercy meant nothing, that she had only caused the inevitable... Did they hurt her?[break]
Yuina's hand came upon Desiree's face, caressing her cheek, looking her over carefully, studiously, but it wasn't as if she would see any injuries here, not when her own hand was free of the scratch she gave herself earlier, or the small burns from the scalding water...

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POSTED ON May 3, 2024 19:53:09 GMT

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None of those who were made to bear the toxic tethers deserved, truly, to be wrapped within them in the decrepit facility- but to think that the two of them, amidst the others, were forced to endure their divine punishments divided by walls and force.. those feelings of insanity that had been provoked were unable to be suppressed, far from it. Heavy breathing turned to hyperventilation, deep, guttural breaths feeling like the reverberation of violin strings in an empty chassis.[break][break]

Verbal keepsakes of 'wards' were all she needed to know that Yuina, too, was real in such an artificial world. Falling to her knees, tears stinging upon her dreamy, now cleared cheeks, she looked up with hesitation- she did not know what would be acceptable to say and what would not be. Just who could be listening with otherworldly abilities, tucked away for not a soul to see or hear in return? But others spoke, she could hear them as she once ran past them upon the futuristic tiles. They could not punish them all, or at least, not kill them all.[break][break]

Numbness tracked, dreamy-lit, complete, too real to be artificial, numbness. "They.. I.. I'm dummy..," she coughed, pained grief evicting cold drops of dew from the depths of her throat, ".. they did.. they hurt us, Yuina..! After those votes they made us do, they said the dumb and the weak trusted one another.. but then they said the ugly.. voted for us to receive punishment. They sent us.. into a pit filled with mush and bone.. and unleashed something on us."[break][break]

Eyes navigating to the floor, drowning tile with drop after drop of anxiety, she began to quiver- was it.. that they somehow erased her memory, had she been deemed to be so weak? Or was it that she was one of the lucky ones of the unlucky, granted the first opportunity to express omnipotence and be granted heaven? No words could express the tether the two ideas had, each fighting for prominence within her psyche.[break][break]

"The creature kicked me until I felt nothing..," she wept, releasing, ".. it kicked.. and kicked.. and I know when this dream is all over.. it's going to hurt so bad.. it already.. hurts so bad."

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The storm grew, it began with darkened skies, distant rumbles and the first surges of deep black waves... But now as Yuina sunk to the ground, clutching Desiree as close to her as was physically possible, unwilling and unable to let her go for anything, the storm seethed.[break][break]
'i'm dummy...'[break]
Furious, burning lightning surged across the sky, threatening all in its path.[break]
'they hurt us yuina!'[break]
Primal, guttural thunder roared, a promise of hell upon those in its wake.[break]
'the creature kicked me until I felt nothing...'[break]
Waves that spanned fathoms and leagues with the intention to consume everything they swept into the depths...[break]
And every tear that Desiree wept at the pain, the hurt, was a typhoon that would wash away any hope of seeing the sun again.[break][break]
Yuina trembled as she held Desiree, as they remained there on the ground together, not out of her own pain but in knowing how much of it Desiree had already endured. One arm was wrapped tight around her angel's shoulders, the other cradling her head, and Yuina wept too at knowing no matter how tightly she held on, how much she tried to shroud Desiree away... She couldn't save her, not when they were made to be separated from each other in this place.[break][break]
"Des... I-I'm so sorry," Yuina's voice trembled, a soft kiss at the crown of Desiree's head.[break]
"I tried to stop them, I wouldn't vote, I said we should all receive punishment... Me, Navy, Doug... but we weren't strong enough, they didn't listen," there were too many others who saw the near sighted goal of self preservation, but in the end, it wouldn't matter... They had to know that...[break][break]
"You don't deserve this... I promise, I promise you we're going to get out, I can't stand to know what they've done to you, and I can't be there to help you..."

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The metaphorical lightning cut through the tether the two ideas had within, confirming that her dearest was deemed to be so ugly; it was a cruel facet, jabbing, etching further than anything ever could. Yet the stem of the rose had thorns that projected outward with each inch they crept in deeper. Each one donned a face, and the thrum of her heartbeat quickened further with the knowledge that they had not only subjected the girls of the brighter world but two men who had been there in all the same likeness.[break][break]

"I was so.. fearful that.. you would have voted for us, too," she sniffled, continuing to shake, ".. it just shows.. how superior you all are.. compared to all the others who cast their votes freely.."[break][break]

Her mind spiraled deeper in knowing that all those that she loved, that she vowed to protect in the eye of the cosmos, were forced to bear the divine punishment alongside herself. Eyes wandered as she listened, shaking, crying, to the reinforcement that it had not been deserved, the fear that it could indeed have been sewed turmoil.. all in hearing the name of Navy.[break][break]

The two were both killers, iconoclasts of the catalysts that had allowed them to be brought into this world-- was it that this was, truly, divine punishment for the sins committed in the lands beyond the oubliette? Sins that, in the eyes of the cosmos, could have been deemed unforgivable even through attempted atonement? Natural, pure-hearted atonement?[break][break]

'What did I do to deserve you killing me this way?'[break][break]

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She always asked herself since this had started-- but that was what, it had to be. And the taking of all the others.. god forbid, all the others.. had to be the cherry on top. So it would sting deeper, rip from the inside out..[break][break]

"Navy.. and Doug, and you," she spoke hesitantly, eyes staring into the multi-colored abyss of the cityscape, ".. Genny, Andrea.. Howard.. my Pamplemousse.. and myself.."[break][break]

And all those that she could not possibly know the names, nor the identities of. A wish to jab, a wish to stab, led her to shakily stand and clench her tear-stained knuckles.[break][break]

"We can't lose our lives like this, Yuina.. my Myrtille.. nobody deserves this.. to play in their game, no.. I.. hate this..!"[break][break]

The wardens deserved death- and the never-rot deserved to rot like the framboise in the fridge for far too long. But how could it be possible to stain her hands with magenta rather than crimson, when any attempt had been met with certain punishment? Divine.. punishment?

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If Yuina could truly say that she was furious with those in the ugly ward that had voted so vehemently in favor of their self preservation, if she truly believed that they were responsible and accountable for Desiree's pain... Did that make her any better than them in the end? To pass judgement so quickly, and to not understand the human condition of just trying to survive...? She didn't think she was superior, just because she was trying to stop one ward or the other from being harmed further, but if she had known then who was at stake... She might have fought that much harder.[break][break]
"No-no, never, I-I didn't even know you were here Des, I didn't even want to think it... But it didn't matter in the end...," Yuina spoke, clutching Desiree ever tighter.[break]
"There are some truly terrible people here Des... Rockets, killers, ones who have tried to kill me before, I saw their faces," she breathed, but that didn't make up the only individuals that were there aside from herself, Doug or Navy... Others still voted, like Freya... Like Aurelie... And for what? It didn't matter at this point though, it wasn't as if she and Navy made any difference...[break][break]
Desiree shook still as she and Yuina remained on the ground, unconcerned by anything else that moved around them. It was as if they were within their flower petal world, only the two of them, where they could lay out their worries, their frustrations, their love for each other... And they were the only two that mattered...[break]
Until Desiree spoke, more names... More... Prisoners...[break][break]
"N-no... No, it- why so many of us? I-," she was distraught, hearing so many other names, Genevieve Cromwell, Andrea Vaneau, she knew howard slayte must be here somewhere, but to know it to be true now, confirmed... Were they all just as hurt and pained as Desiree was?[break][break]
"Hey, hey, shhh," Yuina tried to console, but tears fell atop her angel's head as Yuina held her ever closer, if only she could take her away from here...[break]
"I know, I know... this is probably going to be the hardest thing either of us have had to do so far...," Yuina placed another kiss at the crown of Desiree's head before moving a hand to cup her cheek, wipe away some tears, lift her chin so she could see her angel, her hurt...[break]
"But listen to me, you keep your head down, don't draw attention to yourself, okay? I know you want to fight, we all do, but right now we need to learn what this place is, and we have to survive to do that..."

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Despite how toxic, how chained, how redundant it now felt, the voting and forsaking did matter to her in the end; especially as the options presented held so many stakes with those she loved in each facet. Within her beaten mind and soul she admitted to herself that she placed those she loved on a much higher pedestal than those who were so willing to imbue hatred into their veins- and justified it in leaving the door open to those having not yet made an impression. She did not wish to kill them but to simply remember, to not afford the luxuries that came with her idea of friendship she presented.[break][break]

And maybe have one of her leafy blooms smack them in the face over and over until they knew how serious condemning the innocent to torment was. At the sounding of the verbal bells that there were Rockets, snakes, in the room, she peered outward to the horizon with baneful longing in her eyes. They were everywhere, truly.. and she wouldn't put it past all the wretched that loomed in the Dummy Ward's corners if they were part of that awful organization too. There were no words able to exist to express her disappointment, especially now, when the one thing that mattered was getting the fuck out.[break][break]

"I- I've been trying to keep my head down, but it's just so hard.. feeling," she cried amidst the consolation, hugging tighter, wishing to never let go, ".. knowing.. that no matter what we do, it's faced with abuse, not reward.."[break][break]

Goosebumps manifested on her dreamy-lit skin. Her mind flashed colors, mending, shattering like glass- so many thoughts that manifested within her bones and flesh, sending them into overdrive.[break][break]

"Y- you're right..! We have.. to learn what this place is..," she gasped with her tears, trying desperately to stand in all the shock, all the additional beats of her heart that wished not to exist, ".. we need to keep running.. run with me..! We need to.. find them all, we need to look.. feel real..!"[break][break]

She may have sounded a bit crazy, a bit manic.[break][break]

"..Pamplemousse is looking for clues, we need to.. too.. and all of our friends are likely here, running around too.."[break][break]

Chuckling as tears continued to fall, she began to run through the streets further, pulling Yuina's arm to follow swiftly beside her. Time could not be wasted, anymore- each second lost would be a second where one of those she swore upon could die. Her tears existed and continued flowing in sorrow as she coughed between pained gasps. Though it felt so freeing, it felt so hard now.. all as she was here beside her, not tucked in her bed.

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To imagine a past, that doesn't have you in its future

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Hugging Desiree closer to her as tight as she could, the both of them intertwined with each other, their love tying them together, Yuina listened still as her angel cried in her frustrations. She knew how much fight Desiree had, and she would never stop Desiree, she would never stand in her way to tell her she shouldn't fight for everything that she wanted. But right now... When they were faced with every tribulation that was bent on breaking them, they just... needed to bide their time, for just a little bit...[break][break]
"That's what they want... To tear us down and tear us apart, but...," Yuina paused, looking around, hugging Desiree that much closer, a secret, a hope... A whisper....[break]
"I don't think they know that we can find each other here," Yuina returned softly, quietly, it was their one chance maybe...[break][break]
"If we make sure that we can find each other here whenever we are here Des, I know that we can be strong together to come out of this... We'll be okay," Yuina sniffled, trying to encourage the both of them that so long as they had each other, knew that the other would fight when the time came, surely they could overcome this, just as they had everything else.[break][break]
Yuina stood with Desiree, running now through the city streets, but they were together, and that was all that mattered. Yuina would go anywhere with her... They did need to look for clues, find information, do anything that they could to use this time if it was given to them by some fate, by some will that could help them out of this place.

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