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ollie, oliver
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august 5
pallet town, kanto
bi (complicated)
evergrande
head ranger
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6'5" height
6'5" height
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IN MEMORIAM: DEREK HOFFMAN
POSTED ON Oct 16, 2024 3:40:27 GMT
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Ollie hated funerals.

[break][break] He had never known them, not really. The earliest memories he had were of him standing at his mother's funeral, small hands clutched around that of , as they stood in a sea of family members listening to the words that their father had to share about their late mother.

[break][break] But the reason that Ollie had never known them was because he had always gone out of his way to not know them — he avoided disaster and war like it was the plague, going so as far as to run away from his home as it was cast to ruin.

[break][break] He wasn't brave, not like people like or or who had been able to stay and fight for their home. He had always run because it was the easiest thing to do at the time.

[break][break] But he couldn't do that now. He was Head Ranger. Sea-gold eyes glimpsed at the sight of sifting through the crowd, surprised for a moment to see her hand-in-hand with , but then reminded himself that Matias and her had always been close. He was her mentor, after all.

[break][break] The Head Ranger was quickly distracted by the appearance of several others; and as one of the leading parties from the League who had organized his funeral, the man was quickly swept away to greet them. To push down the growing storm of emotions in his own chest for the sake of others, to hold back the tears that were surely budding in his own throat.

[break][break] Much like , the faces in front of him blur together even as he greets each one with his familiar smile and soft words of condolence. , , , , .

[break][break] "Yeah, yeah, I know."

[break][break] "Thanks for coming."

[break][break] "I-I know he'd appreciate it."

[break][break] It's torture. Even more is the reminder that there is more to be done too, especially with the memorials for and both set up later that week.

[break][break] The only relief he finds is in those amber eyes, shining like jewels that should have burned. The only gaze that he could ever find solace in.

[break][break] "You made it," he said, mouth twisting into a bittersweet smile. He knew that she was busy — surely, cleaning up the loss of Petalburg and the half-win of Sootopolis was no easy venture. But he knew that Penny cared for the League, and she wouldn't have missed an opportunity to make a public showing. A hand reaches for her arm then, squeezing gently at her shoulder and sliding down her arm, fingertips brushing. "How are you holding up?"

[break][break] "I... I know you guys were close."

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— Ollie says hi to everyone who greets him, including , , etc. [break]
— Distracts himself by doing HEAD RANGER TM duties but he's very sad, about Derek, but also about all the Rangers who are lost, including both and [break]
— Notices that and arrive together, but doesn't think much of it because he's distracted and thinks its just the normal mentor/mentee relationship [break]
— He finds comfort in 's presence and asks how she was doing



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Kanto
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kyle lopez
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a former gym leader is dead. though new blood like may bolster the ranks, the unjust absence of the familiar deconstructs the pillars of the past. nostalgia's sepia is stained rocket red.[break][break]

noah has managed to arrive. though he is in bandages, he is thankful he is in no casket.[break][break]

quietly, he pays his respects to an old ally. prayer hardens into fists. knuckles become as white as carnations.

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sheathed in blacks of mourning, the commissioner comes to grieve derek's death. outside, she is quick to move. as she sifts past the black bramble of paparazzi cameras, the rotten bouquets of their flashes dare to pass the black brim of her hat to light her frown.[break][break]

she greets those inside. there is little formality enforced in the way of hierarchy. now and here, in this consecrated sanctuary of solemnity, derek rests above all.[break][break]

has made the ultimate sacrifice.[break][break]

she prays there will be no more.



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The last funeral she had attended was her father’s- at least, the last funeral that had a human occupying the casket.[break][break]

Draped in black silks, tinted shades covering her eyes, a sorrowful, forced smile was all that greeted the first she saw during her entrance. deserved much more, but she did not know what to say. She did not know how to feel, especially in knowing that the chance was not zero that Derek had passed while hearing her voice over the league’s Petalburg communication channels.[break][break]

Would he have believed it to be a serenade that led him into the light, or a scratching record to run from?[break][break]]

The casket awaited her. A place to say goodbye to someone she had seldom interacted with, but a paramount symbol of what awaited them all if the world of love did not have backing behind it.[break][break]

”It was a pleasure working with you for that little amount of time, Derek, she sniffled, lowering her glasses to sit on the tip of her nose, ”.. you were one of the first I spent time with when I moved here. I wish we had more time- and that it would not have escaped from us before the fires were set.”[break][break]

I wish you had more time. That we could have met when the grim veil of my father was not cloaking my eyes.[break][break]

A tear fell from her cheek onto the edge of the casket. It was the ultimate shame, the ultimate sacrifice indeed. The tear was all that she could leave it with- the feeling in her heart prevented her from saying goodbye. A goodbye for now, not for eternity. Turning from the casket, she slowly walked to find a spot and a face she knew, the sound of her heels drowning out the huffing of mourning that came from her nostrils.[break][break]

”Commissioner,” she said shakily, pale white where a blush would have appeared during normal pretense, ”.. it’s great to see you here.”[break][break]

If she was able to attend, damn all the rest who had not. It filled her heart to see her here, truly- even with the aching that got worse with each step she took away from where Derek’s lifeless body resided. Sorrow had a habit of falling upon Evergrande.. especially today. Today, she felt it more explicitly ever before, as it rested before her very eyes.


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