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POSTED ON Mar 4, 2020 10:08:24 GMT
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The breeze is slight, gentle in the early spring air. It drifts out over the walk ways of Slateport, trailing stray fragrances from the various events being held in the warmly lit buildings of the port city. Vibrant and buzzing with the affairs of a night many look forward to, couple thrumming with energy as they walk by hand in hand. The wind finds an abandoned pair of heels at the base of the steps that lead to the beach, left behind to slowly collect sand from the steps until their owner returns for them.

Half steps have left a trail in the sand, moving away from the stone of the city steps. Though the heels were abandoned the shape of the steps hasn't changed, tip toes leaving almost nothing behind. At first the trail is steady, reaching out into the stretch of beach that span out before the city, drifting towards the edge of the shore. Then they become seemingly sporadic, jumping from one place to another across the sands.

If one looks close enough they'll find a pattern there, being embedded into the grains of sand with every step. It starts with something simple, the wide steps painting stars into the sand with every move. Connect the dots and they start to become recognizable as things most everyone can see in the night sky. Ursa major, minor, Scorpius and crux, the stars flit across their grainy sky, slipping in between the umbrellas pinned down into the beach.

Further into the sands sits the likes of Cetus and Draco, finding the space for constellations of increasing complexity. Scattering them across the sands with reckless abandon and clear favoritism. Some are done delicately, others in messy half steps for the sake of filling the space before someone can walk across it and ruin it.

Just like the stars in the sky, her ones in the sand are doomed to falter as beach going couples and the tide washing ashore seek to eat her little whimsies and stash them at the bottom of the sea.

For now Isra treads along the shore line, dancing with the tides as it washes ashore and ebbs back out to sea. Toes tickled by seawater when she fails to avoid it, breaking away from the numbness of the cold water before it comes back in again. The breeze plays with the mess of her braid, pulling at the blue flowers still settled in its nooks and crannies, playing at being a delicate pool bellow the plum moon that sits at the top of her braid. She hums a tune, The Gartan mother's lullaby something she remembers from a past life gone astray.

It's still fresh on her lips when she turns to find a familiar face somewhere on the surface of the sand night sky she has been painting.



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POSTED ON Mar 6, 2020 6:06:45 GMT
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After a brief stop at his hotel room for a change of wardrobe that paired nicely with the cool night air, Remiel bid Earl Grey to inhabit the Grimchiridion per usual before venturing out for a late walk. The night's festivities at the concert hall had been interesting, to say the least. Albeit mentally exhausting after some time.

Moving away from the noise of construction where the New Year's festival had once been, Remiel followed the scent of the salty air on the breeze. It gradually pulled him towards a lovely beach on the eastern side of Slateport and, coincidentally, the woman he had been left thinking about ever since he'd spotted her earlier in the hall. His 'dates' tonight had left him wanting, the transience of the experiment far more irritating than not. This chance meeting, however— their second or third, if he recalled correctly— actually excited him.

Descending the wooden steps preceding the sandy bank of the beach, Remiel regards her empty high heels for a moment before turning back to observe her movements. As he removes his own shoes and socks, prior to folding up his pant legs, he wonders whether she's actually dancing... or doing something else entirely. Thankfully, it isn't long before he finishes his task and walks across the sand to find out. Hands resting idly in the pockets of his black trousers, the soft wind gently teases the black bangs of hair across his forehead as he draws nearer.

He stops at the fringes of her area when he realizes she's working on some form of art, his calm blue-grey eyes evaluating the design before she looks at him. He's been enjoying her hummed tune this entire time. And the sight of her— blue flowers in her hair, an all too familiar plum moon, and a crimson red blouse that faintly reflects its hue on the paleness of his cheeks— manages to take the breath from his lips for a moment before he speaks.

"You hum beautifully, Isra."

A sincere, albeit short, remark. On most nights where she's found him serious, brooding, and perhaps a little bit too intense, tonight Remiel is considerably... relaxed.
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POSTED ON Mar 6, 2020 6:44:11 GMT
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She can feel the ocean water lapping at her bare toes, splashing up to reach for her heels and begging her to come back and play as it ebbs back out to deep dark and devouring depths down bellow. She likes to think each shifting of the tides takes a little part of her away from the sandy shore out into the open waters, tugging away the parts she's tired of, pulling apart her thoughts and casting them out to sea until she doesn't have to think about them anymore. Isra only lets it take a few back out with its waters, keeping the ones she thinks while watching him against a backdrop of city lights and sand in the distance.

It's only when he speaks that she really acknowledges him, a gentle grin taking over at the sound of his voice. It's all too familiar now, all too comfortable a sound. One could even say she enjoys it a little bit. As if on cue she returns to the humming she had stopped without realizing it, picking up where she left off, a little louder now o he's certain to hear her as she turns away.

Her eyes drift back to her playmate, the ebbing of the ocean tides entrancing tonight as she continues on her way. The pattern's not so hard to see as her feet cross over each other to avoid the lapping waves and succumb to the strong reach of the tide. Another piece of her floats away.

But not the part that reaches her hand up over her shoulder and beckons him to follow her, or better yet, to join her.



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POSTED ON Mar 6, 2020 21:20:00 GMT
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Remiel is properly mystified by her uncanny silence. And, in the translucent moonlight, her beauty glows in such a way that his body moves when beckoned before his mind can even keep up. Stepping across fallen stars and the grounded constellations they formed, the black-haired royal was brought to a peak of curiosity that he'd hadn't felt in a very long time. He was swift to move.

As the ocean's foam-covered brine pulled back and launched forward across the dark sand, the young man made no move to avoid its cold touch on the surface of his feet. When he finally catches up to Isra, he reaches out with his hand, hooking his fingers with hers before gently prompting her to stop and turn around... or continue walking on if she wished it, hand-in-hand.

Regardless, his typically indifferent pair of stormy blue-grey eyes gleam with something... different tonight. After their night together in Lilycove, and after some time without her presence by his side, the beginnings of a mysterious feeling have begun to spark within his mind... and perhaps, even, far deeper than that.

As things are, he has no hope of reliably deciphering what it means or, even, if it will last long enough to decipher at all. But it stands to reason that it is this same mysterious feeling that is prompting him to follow her without question, to reach out and hold her hand, and to wait for her to say or do something. Anything. 
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POSTED ON Mar 6, 2020 23:54:40 GMT
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She doesn't really worry about whether or not he follows, Isra is a woman used to being left to her own devices. Her world tumbles around a different star and the idea of company, no matter how fond of it she may be, has always been fleeting. It comes and it goes and the closer it comes to her orbit the faster it tends to wander away from her.

As it should be, as it is supposed to be.

He is a disruption in her thoughts, a blemish on the smooth shape of should be and supposed to be. The parts of her washing out to sea jump around in a jumble of words and snap back into place before they can drift away, half broken, half lost and her's again when his hand wraps around her's. She stops for him, one foot above the flowing water while the other becomes submerged. Half here half there when she looks at him. Her expression is blank, like she hasn't decided which feeling to portray yet and she holds the idea there for a moment.

The lady of the night is as still as her dear sky, a statue frozen in decision making, shell stripped away by the sea. It's in a sudden and fluid motion that she returns his gesture. He has chosen to follow, to come to her and will not go unrewarded. Fingers curl into his and then into him, pulling him to her, insisting he come closer still until his side brushes against her's.

If he doesn't put distance between them then, while he has the chance, he'll find her continuing forward along the edges of the water. Her movements don't change, now she only guides him with closeness to follow suite, to walk with her to the beat of the ebbing tide.

"You're not someone I expected to see tonight."



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POSTED ON Mar 8, 2020 20:30:08 GMT
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Remiel doesn't resist or hesitate when she pulls him closer, already entranced and mesmerized by the mystery of her motives and thoughts. If this was any sort of trap, he thinks to himself, he has already succumbed to being caught in it. Though, as her fingers intertwine with his own and he feels her offer him a comforting squeeze, he's relieved of most of that worry. He squeezes back. 

The black-haired royal is a little bothered by the fact, of course, that he's put himself into Isra's hands so easily and willingly. He's not so used to showing any sign of vulnerability. Not even with his own family members.

Thankfully, she speaks, and he's graced by the sound of her soft voice so effectively that those thoughts immediately recede into the back of his mind. "I could say the same," He replies, leaving soundless footprints in the wet sand as he dutifully keeps pace. "Nor did I expect to see you at the Contest Hall. Otherwise I would have made us... arrangements."

He pauses then, quietly speculating if there is some sort of meaning to those words that he is missing. But, before long, he looks up at her again. He has far more interest invested in their conversation than his own thoughts. "You look lovely tonight... did you enjoy the social event?" He inquired in his calm timbre.
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POSTED ON Mar 9, 2020 3:03:47 GMT
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There's a gentle motion in the smile on her lips when he stays at her side, right where she's drawn him to. Little things like squeezing hands and playful foot steps tumble in her head like walking down stares in search of the ground again. His voice comes on a cloud and she looks at him, surprisingly, happy to hear it.

Isra does not miss his moment of contemplation, head tilting at him ever so slightly as if to lean down and put herself into his view but his attention doesn't stay away from her long enough for her to make it there. She moves back along with him, as if it hadn't even happened at all. "And you as handsome as always." she returns the compliment, but she means it, both now and for when she had spotted him earlier. "What sort of arrangements?" she sound playful, but not nearly as teasing as she might normally be.

She doesn't catch the breeze stealing one of her precious blue flowers from her hair, but really it's a surprise more havn't been lost already. She weaves to the side, taking him with her and back again. The pair of foot prints left behind them tells a tale all its own to the water as it pushes and pulls it loose from the sand. "I was only there because of a friend, it was..."

Isra thinks for a moment, then answers frankly "Awkward purgatory, alright, and then annoying. You were a surprise." she does not realize she's being a bit dramatic, much like her wooloo was throughout the night. She's steady and calm though, finding the sounds of the beach to be mellowing. Or perhaps it is the familiarity, the breeze of this beach having been part of her oldest home. An odd notion, but not without its merit.

"Did you enjoy yourself?"




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POSTED ON Mar 9, 2020 4:28:49 GMT
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Remiel instinctively reaches to capture the blue flower that is stolen from her hair by the beach wind, but it quite literally slips through his fingers and disappears behind them. But it's fine, it appears. Isra doesn't seem too bothered by it. In fact, she's moved on and asked him a question instead. The young royal is inclined to answer, despite his private reservations earlier, for losing her flower and not managing to return it to the fair lady.

"The private kind," He responds, immediately regretting his somewhat vague choice of word. "Private as in... perhaps having abandoned the event altogether and treated ourselves to some other experience... together." Yes; quite. That's what he meant to say. And his mention of leaving the event is perhaps what brings her to ask whether he enjoyed it... 

Or, at the very least, perhaps part of why she asks. 

He follows along with her dutifully as he replies, watching her feet and briefly glancing back at the footprints they leave behind for the ocean tide to devour. Finding it all very amusing... very peaceful... a hint of a smile tugs at the corner of his lips. Or perhaps he's just imagining it. 

"A pleasant surprise, I would hope," He adds before continuing. "I participated to meet individuals I might not have otherwise... and, in that regard, I was most certainly not disappointed." He pauses briefly to look at her again, then out to the sea at their side. "Though I'm baffled that people place such confidence in the ritual when it comes to their romantic efforts."
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POSTED ON Mar 9, 2020 4:53:13 GMT
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She seems to miss his attempt to capture her flower and return it to her, vaguely catching his movement out of the corner of her eye but she's more focused on the coming and going of the tide than the flowers in her hair. They are like the stars in the sand, a small whimsy meant to be had and meant to be lost. Perhaps if they had come from someone else...

Isra laughs, softly, because he's caught himself this time and tries to explain himself. She doesn't quite look at him when he talks though, because it makes her smile and she doesn't quite want him to see how much so. "I would have quite liked that." she's frank because she would have, though she'd seen plenty of faces she didn't mind he'd won her over in a different way.

The woman nudges his side gently, urging him a little further inland as the tide comes in with a little more gusto. The cold water submerges their feet before they're far enough away and Isra almost glares at the water as it ebbs back out, as if that might keep it from doing so again. She turns back to Remiel, undeniably there and pulled from her thoughts tumbling into the sea. "You were." she lets it linger for a moment before continuing, looking away and continuing down the shore. "I don't understand it either, you barely even got to speak with anyone. The entire thing just sort of..." she's not sure how to put it. "useless?"

at least to her.



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POSTED ON Mar 11, 2020 19:31:42 GMT
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Though the same could be said about humanity as a whole, Isra certainly wasn't the kind of person that was understood so easily. She was complex, and that complexity lended itself to the profound fascination Remiel held for her. That first night they had met on that lonely moonlit Lilycove street... it still seemed like a dream or some sort of vivid hallucination to him.

Yes, she was mysterious. Almost unreal. But tonight something is different. He can sense it. With her face turned away from his, he feels like he's on the cusp of uncovering something significant. What is she hiding? Stopping her in place and gently turning her chin to face him is certainly a tantalizing thought. But the black-haired royal doesn't give in to the temptation. Not yet.

He's uncharacteristically pleased at the confirmation that she would have enjoyed such an idea. He then recognizes the instinctual need for approval and makes a mental note to curb it. The feeling leaves him a little disturbed, but he chooses to ignore it. He watches Isra glare at the water after it submerges their feet briefly with its cold touch. Feeling a shiver down his spine, though uncertain whether it's the water or the sight of Isra's glare, Remiel reaches up to rub his neck with his free hand. 

"The notion that true love is be found at first sight is a fallacy. What we experienced there was a parade of false personas... it takes time to work past such facades and reach the self of someone... and, even then, no one can ever truly understand another... so, in that sense, we are all forever alone." Remiel pauses, then glances down at their clasped together hands. That may still be the case, however... he doesn't feel so alone tonight.

He looks back up at her. Or, at the very least, the back of her head. Then he drops his free hand from his neck, choosing instead to keep it tucked in his pocket. "But alas... I realize that may be far too gloomy a statement for such a beautiful night. The event was entertaining. Though the wine was second-class." He adds, looking up at the stars above.

"Gods, I sound like my mother..."
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POSTED ON Mar 13, 2020 2:00:15 GMT
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Isra squeezes his hand, as gentle as the chuckle on her lips. It's followed by a smile that he doesn't get to see because now she's a step ahead with a skip in her feet. If the tide isn't going to play by their unspoken rules (what rules?) then neither is she. Her feet splash water out in front of her as she moves but she never lets go of his hand, expecting him to keep up with her instead.

"I never even bothered to taste the wine." she doubted it was going to be worth the energy of consuming. She'd barely even bothered with the treats on the table because truth be told, Isra was a bit of a snob. It wasn't even because she liked any of it really, but somehow wasting time on things like that was still beneath her in a way.

There's a moment where she thinks over his words, tumbling them around like rocks in a river bed for awhile before she decides that she likes them. Honest and true and real. He makes no attempt to defend the activity and she can see merit in his explanation, a certain drop of truth in his words. "I would rather a gloomy reality than a false one." a plain statement but a true one, her way of waving off any nonsense about the subject. She'd rather talk about it like it is.

"Besides, you're not wrong. Not entirely at least." she stops, feet submerged in the water as she turns to look at him, their hands hanging together in the space between them. There's a different calmness to her tonight than he's seen before, something that one the ebbing of the tide draws out of her. The sound of the crashing waves and the feeling of the sand beneath her feet is a different kind of soothing, is a different kind of real. "Most everyone has some layer of falsehoods, they put them up like a defensive barrier against intruders. Everyone is in some way, a trespasser."

She was no different after all, was she? Even Isra couldn't tell for sure what parts of her were real and what parts were just pretend some days. so many elements of herself were nothing more than what she was supposed to be. A perfect little lady for the Ruhan family to place somewhere to stand still, be quiet and look pretty. A doll for her mother to pull the strings of, to play pretend with. A tool for her people, a priestess meant to guide but to guide how she was told to. Even her name wasn't truly her's, just another piece of nothing put together with the other parts to make her something in all eyes but her own.

Who is Isra? What is Isra? Or rather, what had she become?

She doesn't know, but her eyes meet his anyway when she adds something he might not be expecting of her. "But you're wrong about never really understanding each other. That's not the problem." There's a firmness there, a certain sort of determination in her own point of view.

"That's just the excuse people like to use."

Or maybe, she's just much more naive than she seems.



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POSTED ON Mar 16, 2020 7:06:38 GMT
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Keeping up with her is no struggle. In fact, it's quite enjoyable. He finds her movements thoroughly entertaining and mesmerizing as he does. Following her along isn't a chore or something he does simply because their hands are tethered together. It's a want.

He had a feeling Isra was quite selective with her predilections for wine. She seemed the type. So he wasn't too surprised to hear she hadn't tried it. Remiel hadn't been expecting much from it either at first glance. But, after the dates had grown to be increasingly mundane, sipping a glass of wine only seemed like the natural thing to do. It had been ingrained in him, in fact.

The sound of the waves ebbing in and out is a suitable distraction when Isra pauses to presumably think over his words. When she speaks, however, she immediately regains his attention again without fail. The black-haired royal agrees with her words, nodding even if she doesn't see it. Then, suddenly, she stops. His interest is peaked by the action as their hands hang in between them.

Isra made good points. It got him to thinking about his own personas: the polite and innovative exchange worker for Devon Corp. The cold and calculative new admin for Rocket. The prim and proper heir of the family Calcifet. These were all images he knew he projected. Images that, for the most part, came from very real aspects about himself. Even if he was selective about when to display them. But what about those in-between?

Who was he when he spoke to Isra, for example? What kind of image of him did she perceive? Who was he when he spoke to , as he toed that trembling line between competitor and partner? Or when he worked alongside  , who somehow prompted Remiel to show a kindness that was especially foreign to him? Even had managed to bring out a side of him that he didn't recognize, an adventurous (and, he daresay, mischievous) spirit that he was having trouble identifying as a truth or a fabrication.

How could people understand each other if they didn't even really understand themselves? Who was to say that those who claimed to completely understand someone weren't simply fooling themselves into thinking so? A false sense of security helped many willing to believe the lie to feel more secure. More in control. But even when he analyzed people himself, and made crucial decisions based on those analysis, Remiel knew he was only basing his actions on a particular piece of the human puzzle.

Remiel meets her determined gaze with an indifferent stare. He's not convinced. But he's willing to give the matter more thought. "... I'll never underestimate the human spirit's ability to surprise us. So I'll concede with a 'maybe'." His eyes catch sight of a half-buried seashell at their feet then. He pauses a moment before reaching down to scoop it up. His hand breaks away from hers to wipe it clean from the wet sand coating it. It's a brilliant, pearly white. The moon reflects off of its wet surface as clearly as a mirror would.

"Do you have someone you understand completely, Isra?" He calmly asks, holding the seashell at just the right angle so that it reflects her face in the moonlight. He stares at the reflection fondly.
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POSTED ON Mar 16, 2020 8:01:49 GMT
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Concede with a maybe.

She huffs at him. Neither displeased nor fully appeased by his answer. She's not sure what she really expected of him anyway. More? Less? Nothing? Nothing. Isra expects nothing because nothing is what she gets when she speaks and yet somehow he has still given her something. Because it's not the comment that really gets her, it's the question.

Her hand returns to herself, given back from where it had been taken to and for a moment she laments the lack of warmth against the chill of the night. And then bites down the idea that she looks forward to feeling it again. She gulps it back with the words that come bubbling to the surface in a way she doesn't expect. She stands still, watching him.

"I had someone I understood completely."

It has been a long time since she acknowledged him, his life, his presence, his place in her life. A single individual that had been open to her completely in a way no others had ever been.

There's a sadness in her eyes as she watches him, eyes on the seashell because looking at him is somehow hard to do and she'd rather ignore it than face it tonight. She's already gone in circles clearing her head how many more can she possibly do before her feet are numb and cold beyond belief and goosebumps cover her skin?

"And he was the only person to ever truly understand me."

Why she finds it so easy to say tonight, eyes on the dark haired royal that had somehow managed to squeeze in between the cracks of her shell and settle in her bones and make her comfortable with his presence, is beyond her.

Isra swallows her sadness, throwing it out to sea. She swallows the memories, tucking them down deep into her bones and her blood and her skin where they belong, hidden away from the rest of the world.

Hidden away from herself.

"You're very good at asking the questions I don't really want to answer." she states, but it's neither with malice or warmth, tone indifferent despite the way she holds her hands against her stomach saying otherwise. It bothers her, it bothers her because she answers him.

It bothers her because she doubts he understands.

It bothers her because she almost thinks, for just a moment, that she wouldn't mind if he did.



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Remiel Calcifet
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POSTED ON Jun 10, 2020 7:50:27 GMT
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There was no deflection. No wry comment about his question or the intent behind it. There was only truth in her words; an admission Remiel wasn't even sure she cared to share. Her eyes lost themselves within the moonlight's reflection on the pearly scotch bonnet he held up with one hand. His own nonchalantly gauged her expression, all the while wondering who this mysterious person was to her. And, in perhaps more ways than one, envying them for having such a rare connection with Isra... and wasting it in whatever manner they had.

She praises him for asking his question so effectively. He doesn't understand how he's managed to do so himself, but that's of no consequence. Instead, his gaze lingers back on the shell for a silent moment. Once he's had enough of being wrapped up in thought, he then reaches down to gently grab her hand and place the conch upon her palm. With care, he wraps her fingers around it, a scintillating beacon of the night and sea between them.

"I am naturally inquisitive... and you happen to be the most interesting person I've come across in a while." He drops his hand away from hers, leaving her own to carry the bounty of the ocean alone. "I can't say I understand, but... I'm sorry to hear that."

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Isra Nightingale
like stars in the sand [remiel]
POSTED ON Jun 12, 2020 5:51:50 GMT
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"I know." she states, plain and accepting. She expected no less. "few understand. I hope that one day you do."

Porcelain fingers do not resist the curl he insists on, wrapping around the small token he's tucked away in her grasp. A pleasant little thing she'll take home and set on her night stand before bed. A place where it will stay, untouched by her staff, watched by her at if it might tell her something this moment does not one day. Turned and flipped upside down as the nights pass on. Because little things tell tales, but only when no one else is speaking. When no one else can drown them out.

She watches him, closely, but looks for nothing in particular. Her head tilts ever so slightly to the side, noted more in the shifting of her hair than anything else. Without thinking her toes wiggle further into the sand than they already are, as if planting herself in the beach. Planting herself in the moment.

The waves draw her back to them, eye pulling away from the one she speaks to. He has called her interesting but it is not a new idea to her, some do, some are off put by the oddity in her behaviors. "But why are you sorry?" genuine, an inquiry because she does not understand. She knows that social norms dictate such responses but she herself has never truly understood even that.

"I only answered because you asked and most people do not." and she is not a person who thinks of lying about such things.

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