The Nightingale
She/her
Twenty four
November 11
Slateport
Heterosexual
Assistant
executive
Defiance in her flesh, her blood, her bones; written on her soul
like stars in the sand [remiel]
POSTED ON Mar 13, 2020 2:00:15 GMT
[attr="class","isratalk"] Isra squeezes his hand, as gentle as the chuckle on her lips. It's followed by a smile that he doesn't get to see because now she's a step ahead with a skip in her feet. If the tide isn't going to play by their unspoken rules (what rules?) then neither is she. Her feet splash water out in front of her as she moves but she never lets go of his hand, expecting him to keep up with her instead. "I never even bothered to taste the wine." she doubted it was going to be worth the energy of consuming. She'd barely even bothered with the treats on the table because truth be told, Isra was a bit of a snob. It wasn't even because she liked any of it really, but somehow wasting time on things like that was still beneath her in a way. There's a moment where she thinks over his words, tumbling them around like rocks in a river bed for awhile before she decides that she likes them. Honest and true and real. He makes no attempt to defend the activity and she can see merit in his explanation, a certain drop of truth in his words. "I would rather a gloomy reality than a false one." a plain statement but a true one, her way of waving off any nonsense about the subject. She'd rather talk about it like it is. "Besides, you're not wrong. Not entirely at least." she stops, feet submerged in the water as she turns to look at him, their hands hanging together in the space between them. There's a different calmness to her tonight than he's seen before, something that one the ebbing of the tide draws out of her. The sound of the crashing waves and the feeling of the sand beneath her feet is a different kind of soothing, is a different kind of real. "Most everyone has some layer of falsehoods, they put them up like a defensive barrier against intruders. Everyone is in some way, a trespasser."She was no different after all, was she? Even Isra couldn't tell for sure what parts of her were real and what parts were just pretend some days. so many elements of herself were nothing more than what she was supposed to be. A perfect little lady for the Ruhan family to place somewhere to stand still, be quiet and look pretty. A doll for her mother to pull the strings of, to play pretend with. A tool for her people, a priestess meant to guide but to guide how she was told to. Even her name wasn't truly her's, just another piece of nothing put together with the other parts to make her something in all eyes but her own. Who is Isra? What is Isra? Or rather, what had she become? She doesn't know, but her eyes meet his anyway when she adds something he might not be expecting of her. "But you're wrong about never really understanding each other. That's not the problem." There's a firmness there, a certain sort of determination in her own point of view. "That's just the excuse people like to use."Or maybe, she's just much more naive than she seems. Remiel Calcifet[newclass=.isratalk b]color: #8e4e5d;[/newclass]
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