Master of Faster
He/Him
25
December 12
Goldenrod, Johto
Straight
Mauville Gym Leader
Champion
"With great speed comes great responsibility."
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Josh Devlin
COMMUNAL CURRY #8
POSTED ON Jul 30, 2024 18:15:49 GMT
CONFRONT [break] thread summary: As part of ameena abadi 's SLEEP STUDY: GEMINI, Josh Devlin and Eris Halla relive their lowest moment in time: when the now-Champion attacked and nearly killed Eris with his vicious Beedrill, King Zing. In this dream, kyle lopez 's voice echoes in his mind, and the outcome of the dream is totally different from reality. He stays his Beedrill and tries to make amends with the person who had transformed his life. In the dream, the RAINBOW FEATHER appears above Eris, seemingly choosing her until Josh reaches for it, crumbling in his hands.
Seeing the vessel of his precious Beast crumble to ash, he becomes powerless. The invigorating electricity in his body is replaced with a paralyzing chill that makes it impossible for him to move. The only muscles he can use are the ones powering his voice. He appeals to Eris with genuine regret and a plea for forgiveness from the bottom of his heart. He desperately wants to make amends with Eris and be friends.
Eris Halla stonewalls him, Josh feeling the very same helplessness she did when King Zing pinged her down. He accepts that if Eris wants his blood, he had no regrets. Expecting to be murdered, he recites the Great One's Prayer. With his life in her hands, Eris asks him what truly matters. Josh admits that he once wanted to be Raikou's Avatar above all else. Now, what matters are his family, his city, and his region, and keeping them all safe against the DRK Triad. It is in this moment that he renounces his desire for Avatarship with Raikou.
Eris also brings attention to the corruption and lack of accountability within the League, which Josh agrees with. As a Gym Leader, Josh was harshly punished for his misdeeds. Matias committed far worse crimes and many of his were swept completely under the rug. It took the perceived murder of the Top Champion for Matias to be placed under house arrest: a slap on the wrist by comparison to what the Mauville Leader was punished with.
In his last words before the chilling paralysis takes even his voice from him, he asks Eris what he can do to make amends with her. Eris provides Josh with an equally chilling answer:
Nothing.
There is nothing Josh can do to make amends with Eris. But if he wants to try, he can start by protecting those within Rocket who wish to leave.[break]
why is it important?: This thread is the culmination of a number of threads with characters such as MATIAS SILPH , Laurence Anderson , and Melody Miro . Long ago, Josh felt that Avatarship was the only way to bond with the Beast of his dreams. In his last moments, kyle lopez and Ho-oh blessed Josh with the companionship of a Beast he could not bond with. The entire Corrupted Red Shard arc, as well as The Sulkfest and The Signer and the Composed, have instilled into Josh's mind that Avatarship can be a one-way relationship, where the Avatar is at the Patron's mercy.
Josh's stance on Avatarship has changed. Despite pressure from Melody Miro in the thread Forte, he no longer has a desire to be one and join AQUA. Why?
Because he is afraid his Raikou will change.
Josh now realizes how much his mind had been poisoned by the corrupted MATIAS SILPH . So poisoned by propaganda that he failed to realize he had an understanding of how Rocket works. This will draw him to the Amnesty program, working with those who wish to escape Rocket, thanks to his new perspective from Eris.
Two major changes have occurred in Josh's character as a result of this thread:
1) Josh's unwavering, unconditional faith in the League is starting to crack. He is slowly being exposed to the corruption within the League's upper echelons. This has been accelerated by the war bulletins revealed to be similar to the ones posted in Kanto Rocket long ago. A PR stunt to weed out the weak and expose those who remained truly faithful to the League. Such a stunt has only instilled how out of touch the League truly is with the people they govern.
2) Josh no longer desires an Avatarship with Raikou. Fearing how some Patrons have dominated their Avatars, such as MATIAS SILPH , Laurence Anderson , Cillian Quinn , and Elisabeth Fiorelli, he has come to realize the Raikou's nature is reflected deep within his own subconscious. Swift the Raikou is a Raikou exactly as Josh's subconscious desires it to be: a candidate for fastest land Pokémon in the world, but just as friendly and loyal as any of his other "ordinary" Pokémon. As his character stands now, he would turn down the blessing of a Patron if offered one. He loves his Raikou as it is. His love of Raikou has nothing to do with its legendary status.
For entering into a contract with a Patron runs the risk of said Patron treating their Avatar like a slave rather than an equal. A risk that Josh is too afraid will manifest into reality were he to pen his name on that metaphorical piece of paper.
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