✧ desi | diamandis ✧
✧ she/her ✧
✧ twenty four ✧
✧ september 23 ✧
✧ lumiose, kalos ✧
✧ bisexual ✧
✧ teravolt edm artist ✧
✧ ace trainer ✧
✧ do i know what's real? ✧
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DESIREE BLOOMS
PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON Apr 29, 2024 21:02:37 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","pilotsb desiree"] [attr="class","top"] [attr="class","topimagecutie"] [attr="class","subtextbox"] [attr="class","lyrics"] i’m afraid they’re gonna find you[break] and there’s nothing that i can do [attr="class","border"] [attr="class","postbox"] [attr="class","imgavatar"] The emptiness of the rooms that she peered into was yet another reminder of how empty she felt while looking into the eyes of all the others- all the victims, all her loves, and all those that had once channeled bitter malice. It was beginning to feel impossible to save and covet each one of them; she wished to, but with each moment she felt she was beginning to have an upper hand in doing so, another appeared and brought an additional crack in her already fractured heart. The cries of the unknown were nearly missed due to the echoing of hers after being made to depart from Yuina Higashi's grasp.. but she heard them.[break][break] She wished to see them, too- to allow whatever it may have been to know that it was not alone in the dread that it experienced. "It's okay.. to cry," she spoke into the dream-lit universe, ".. it means we have some of what we need sticking around.. even after it all.." A safe feeling, a release that was all the more needed- especially as she could not recall if she had cried when the toxic chain had taken control of her the first time, but assumed that she had not.[break][break] As the dream ended, she flung from her uncomfortable spot on the floor and attempted to near jack wainwright as a means to convey anything she may have seen that he may have not. "There was nothing behind the walls, Pamplemousse," she said softly, hushed by fear that she may be speaking words that should have been left unsaid in the eyes of their captors, ".. just tears.. from someone- or something I could not see.. and someone I love that exists upon the ugly.." That, in itself, was too much to unpack- especially as she could not retreat into her arms, something her soul craved above all. All she could retreat into was the chewing of the poison, the mochi.[break][break] "Is that what.. the red-haired woman is to you, too?" Something further to fight for, another wonder egg that had yet to fragment, one that needed to be sure to hatch on the outside. She wished to embrace him as a means to give her cellmate further hope, even if it felt as if it were trickling out from the remnants in a far too-dried chalice- but the game of laughing began, and he was selected. Pain did not have a chance to take root at the sight, the snatching- for she was to chant and giggle against her will, rather.[break][break] What would be next, being forced to attempt to slaughter like the last time? After the laughing hour had ceased and they had been put to work once more, she approached as a means to give sorry- and some strength too, even if it were just through a simple hand resting upon Pamplemousse's shoulder for a small, fleeting moment. She worked until hours became days, and days became a week- giving all she could, loyally eating the mochi provided as a means to preserve her body.[break][break] "I'd never willingly laugh at a soul forced to endure mistreatment," she said to Jack sometime during their lengthy stay, softly, having been forced to relive it each time, ".. but we can laugh with the others, we can cry with them.. too.. we can kill with them when the time comes.. if it ever comes.."[break][break] If it ever comes- time melds until she is eventually led into the Chamber of Desires, the place that she once wished to go to as a means for a reward for her beautiful, exquisite behavior. The Wellspring Mask had a draw like none other; it reminded her of gazing at the draconid temple after the smashing of her rocks, looking into the eyes of her beloved, staring into the hole at the tip of the needle.[break][break] [player]https://file.garden/ZX4uoi8pMXxJ-6cE/Dove%20(Doll%20Ver.).mp3[/player][break][break] The visions danced with all the colors of the rainbow, a kaleidoscope of wavering lights forming curtains around an endless expanse of swirling ivies and roses following suit. Desiree existed on a stage much like the pedestal that sat in the middle of the ward.. though instead of cells, chairs stretching as far as the eye could see hosted the faces of every soul that had ever left a beautiful impression on her soul. They clapped as she spun through the skies, the toxic chain hoisting her body as it gracefully twirled like an aerial burlesque dancer swinging upon a ribbon of magenta- a song that should have been hers played as they smiled and laughed, held together by chains of the same likeness.[break][break] "Love is in the world once more, the truest facet!"[break][break] Everyone cheered, even herself- she continued to spin as radiant petals fluttered downward from the pink skies, a lone one landing on her belly. It seemed to be enlarged, a slit opened from her dress revealing it alongside twin moons adorning the skin. In a world where peace and love flourished, strangely enough through the embracing of the toxic chain, she was finally able to settle down. To be a mother rather than a warrior, something she had never imagined in her wildest dreams solely due to the battles she had endured since her eyes had truly opened to the world.[break][break] Was this.. a blessing in disguise, after all?[break][break] cp|HadDn [break][break] salac:[break][break] [attr="class","oocnotes"] jack wainwright (cc: Yuina Higashi Aurelie Lefevre )[break][break] ♡ the emptiness of the dream world reminds her of how she feels when looking into the eyes of those made to don chains. ♡[break] ♡ tries to speak to the faceless crying that she could only hear rather than see. ♡[break] ♡ communicates what she saw to jack & asks about aurelie. ♡[break] ♡ tries to give subtle reassurance to jack after laughy & gets to work. ♡[break] ♡ during this period of time, works to the best of her ability & eats mochi whenever offered to preserve herself- to save those she loves. ♡[break] ♡ talkies to jack a lil more to make light of situation, even if she feels dead. ♡[break] ♡ main action: CHAMBER OF DESIRES. ♡[break] ♡ has a vision of her surrounded by every immaculate soul, aerial burlesque dancing from a toxic chain rather than a ribbon. love is her desire- and it has taken over the world, hand in hand with the toxic chain. she can finally settle down-.. and become mother. ♡ [newclass=".desiree"]--accent: #fc779d!important; [/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb"]--bg: #222; --accent: #fc779d; --url:url(https://i.pinimg.com/564x/f9/35/fe/f935fefd78075c4d09e8fb3f5568c068.jpg);[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb"]width: 500px; margin: 0px auto; background-color: #222; background-image: url(https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png); background-repeat: no-repeat; background-position: bottom right; position: relative;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb b"]font: 500 15px 'Poppins'; color: var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .topimagecutie"]height: 200px; background: var(--url); background-position:center; background-size: cover; filter: grayscale(1); mix-blend-mode:multiply; opacity:0.85;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .top"]background-color: #81697A; background: linear-gradient(to top left, #222, var(--accent)); mix-blend-mode: lighten;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .subtextbox"]position:absolute; margin:-60px auto; left:0; right:0; text-align:center;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .lyrics"]font:13px/14px 'Montserrat'; letter-spacing:2px; color:#fff; padding-bottom:5px;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .border"]height:2px; margin:10px auto; background-color:var(--accent); width:50px;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .postbox"]font: 12px/15px 'Poppins'; letter-spacing:0.2px; text-transform: lowercase; color: #dddd; text-align: justify; padding: 30px 40px; border: 2px solid #2c2c2c; border-radius: 10px; margin: 40px 40px 0px 40px;[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .pbottom"]min-height: 20px; background-image: url(https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png); background-repeat: no-repeat; background-position: bottom right; background-color: var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .imgavatar img"]float: left; height: 85px; width: 85px; margin: 1px 21px 11px 1px; border: solid 9px #272727; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: -1px -1px 0px #232323, 1px -1px 0px #232323, -1px 1px 0px #232323, 1px 1px 0px #232323, 3px 3px 0px #303030, -3px 3px 0px #303030, 3px -3px 0px #303030, -3px -3px 0px #303030; filter: grayscale(1);[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .oocnotes"]text-align:center; padding:15px 0px; color:#555; font:12px/14px 'Poppins';[/newclass] [newclass=".pilotsb .oocnotes a"]color:var(--accent); font:600 16px/16px 'Poppins'; text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass]
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