pax
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may 26
vermillion city, kanto
pansexual
intel and accountability officer
deputy director
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paxton concordas
GOODBYE GALAR: RUSTED SWORD
POSTED ON Jun 19, 2023 23:59:14 GMT
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The attack feels like an omen. It's disastrous around the whole of Galar. Soon enough, reports trickle in of the horrors Necrozma has inflicted on the region. He fears the worst. He sees Biscotti Kingsley, @remiel, @selena and Ashley Shepard with new regimented training plans meant to combine with the addition of the strange DYNAMAX phenomenon. He monitors the comms and submits weekly reports. [break][break]
Over the years he sees Elise Calcifet and her spouse Alexei Ivanov and wishes her the best. He asks if she would mind having playdates with his own child, and introduces her to his husband, luciano fisk. Others are not as happy as he thought, and when the time comes, he treads carefully. When Thomas Benoit loses the veritable light of his life, he, like many others, comes together to hold him together and allow him the freedom to fall apart. [break][break]
His relationship with Luci doesn't stagnate despite the child. It blooms, flourishes. And while they don't have the same name, the same background, it feels so real to him. He fawns over his husband just as he did in the real world. His smile was ever present, his body better rested. [break][break]
Over the years, he visits his old friends, PENELOPE LIVY and Gunner Graves. The first time he sees them again after the huge Black Knight attack, he boldly breaks decorum and embraces both friends tightly. With a more polite but firm clasp of ollie morales's forearm and a genuine "Glad you survive, *my king*." He likes him well enough. Is honored they can spend more time together and he can ask about Penelope in his absence. He spends time bickering with Penelope, finding ways to push her buttons just as she once pushed his. It’s more playful, and in a way, perhaps it’s obvious how much luciano fisk has changed him. He talks with Penny on equal grounds after so much time of being her subordinate. It’s easy, casual. He enables a bit of her more workaholic patterns at times, much to everybody’s chagrin. But he also seems just as fond as simply conversing with her over the state of the kingdom of her children, who he does his best to impress. He spends time with ollie morales, allowing the monarchs to swap duties from time to time. He’d never known Ollie quite well aside from an obvious attraction the first time he’d seen him in a RANGER RISING meeting. But this gives him the opportunity to get to know him, and know how kind he is. Know how much he can give away if he’s not careful, guarded. He notes that he and Penny make a good pair. [break][break]
“I’m happy she has you.” [break][break]
He introduces them all to his husband, again. Luci teases him that he simply enjoyed repeating 'my husband' to anyone who would listen. "They witnessed our wedding, Pax!" the man would interject with a bright laugh. But still Paxton proudly introduces him and their daughter Athena, all the same. They visit every couple of months, staying a couple of weeks before returning home from leave. He’s interested in the tournament they host with Navy, as well as simply missing his friends. He approaches Gwyar Wledig and DEREK HOFFMAN when the time comes to get kitted out with a DYNAMAX BAND. [break][break]
He sets aside time for Gunner Graves outside of their HBIC reunions. At first, the man does not dare ask what sits so heavy on his shoulders. He offers to spar, his go to in Galar and Hoenn. He compared weapons with him, drinks with him, scouts with him. Much of their time is easy silence but there’s some points during a particularly peaceful moment that Paxton dares speak up. He breaks the silence. He asks if Gunner is ok. He shows his concern, slowly, unsure how they will react, then more blatantly the more familiar they become. He opens up to Gunner, assures him he may understand. He tells him of Kanto, of his family, of Eris Halla and luciano fisk. It’s a show of trust, and in return Gunner does the same. He tells him things his therapist once told him. Tells him he could never be so articulate as to say the perfect thing to ease all his demons. But he offers his ear, and he smiles when Gunner agrees. Their wounds are so similar, and so different. Mental scars that will never completely fade, but as Paxton with a snort, [break][break]
“Self care is hard work.” [break][break]
And when Gunner adopts a child, Paxton is all the more happy he has found his own family. Finally. [break][break]
As travel becomes easier there’s also time to finally spend more time in Circhester, in particular for the comms crew. More so, Aidan Hereford who he had gotten to know over the years of joint communication with him and Eris Halla. He’s quick to clap his hands on the man’s shoulder, treating the invisible acquaintance like a friend and then turning his more aggressive attention to his younger sister. It’s still painful that she keeps growing so quickly and he’s not there to see it. He felt like he only caught glimpses of her, every time less and less. But at least in the strained world of Galar, without Rocket ever encroaching on their new homes, he felt they somehow had more time for each other than before. Ironically enough, the older he gets, the more childishly he treats the young woman, reverting more to their relationship when they were children and he didn’t take care of her quite so thoroughly. [break][break]
They catch up eagerly, and together the pair have more energy than they know what to do with. She shows him around, he nods along eagerly, laughs loudly, and teases her in front of her comrades. He tags along with interest in the Galarian Zapdos, asking Aidan Hereford questions and taking notes. For what purpose? Curiosity really. He knows the birds in Hammerlocke all the same, and he finds the overgrown chickens…cute. Of course there's also lots to catch up on. After all, they are colleagues, and have been for over a decade. He’s as important to connect with as his sister. [break][break]
So really, who’s surprised when they end up talking energetically at a corner table at the tavern, flushed with drink and bobbing slightly to whatever music is being played. Who’s surprised at all, when the equally drunk patrons maybe blink and they’re no longer there, but slipping out into the alley outside. Amongst hot breaths and hungry touches, who’s surprised when they may stumble out the front and catch a glimpse or hear a stray cry of an entanglement of limbs in the darkness. And when that’s done, when someone, somehow finds the energy to tease about impossibilities in Galarian affairs, who’s fucking surprised Paxton and Aidan end up on a roof, freezing cold and half naked the very next morning. Hungover, bruised to hell, and stiff. [break][break]
Somehow, Paxton still is. The lack of loyalty to his husband gives him pause. And that seamless integration of the world he now lives in, pulls apart only slightly before he remembers he’s still wrong. So why does he do it again? [break][break]
But whatever thrill those strange nights with Aidan Hereford are, he still goes home to Hammerlocke. Still begs forgiveness zealously, silently. And still he prepares for that climax they can’t ignore. The tension begins to build, and Paxton can only fuck himself into a stupor for so long before he’s forced to acknowledge it.
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+ @many taggus |i dont htink paxton lost any lpookemon but i need ot double check MY ROLLS [break][break] tl;dr - after necorzma attacks makes a SWORD with KING'S SHIELD [break] - supports thomas during the lose of his wife [break] - happy to travel to spend time with the HBIC crew, together and also individually [break] - becomes the wife guy ( fore shadowing ) [break] - tries to hang out with gunner a lot more [break] - ends up in circhester bonding with his sister[break] - fucks aidan a couple of time on a trip and is left a little Fucked Up :tm: about it ( in private ofc cause we love emotionally constipated men in this house ) [break] - waiting to die [break] [newclass=.blboxbl]font:11px roboto;--accent:#098582;[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl b]color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl i]color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl a]text-transform:uppercase; font-weight:bold[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl .pokesprite]color:#32a852; background:rgba(0,0,0,0.1);border:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.2); margin-right:10px; margin-top:5px; padding:5px; filter:grayscale(90%); transition:0.5s all;[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl .pkspr:hover]background:rgba(0,0,0,0.2); filter:none; transition:0.5s all;[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl .pokeclass]text-align:right; width:520px; [/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl .pokeclass img]background:#2b2b2b; border-radius:100px; border:1px solid #solid 1px #232323; border:1px solid #232323; margin-top:-30px; padding-bottom:12px; ransition:1.5s; margin-left:8px; box-shadow:2px 2px transparent;[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl .pokeclass img:hover]background:var(--accent); transition:1s all; box-shadow:2px 2px #232323 [/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl]position:relative;[/newclass] [newclass=.blboxbl .credit]font:bold 15px poppins; transform:rotate(90deg); position:absolute; bottom:55px; right:45px; color:rgb(65,65,65); text-shadow: -1px -1px 0 #232323, 1px -1px 0 #232323, -1px 1px 0 #232323, 1px 1px 0 #232323;[/newclass]
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