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POSTED ON Jun 13, 2024 14:29:00 GMT
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sending ’s gacha clodsire to in exchange for a dhelmise to
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POSTED ON Jun 13, 2024 14:27:44 GMT
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A birdy for HE!! Confirming, a gacha corvisquire from is being sent to
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POSTED ON Jun 13, 2024 14:26:00 GMT
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Confirming this!! Thank ya!!
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POSTED ON Jun 12, 2024 18:04:35 GMT
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A sharp bark of amused laughter arose in the quiet of their office. The only other sound apart from their voices was the clacking shift of various items as Tapu Koko sorted through them.[break][break]
“That was not quite what I had in mind,” they replied, voice still thick with amusement. “I was thinking along the lines of something much more…cosmic, I suppose. Though thank you for the riveting mental image.”[break][break]
They nodded mutely, falling back into a state of speculation as he went on to explain. Fern’s stare fixed on his arm as it flexed and changed with the growth of spiked, dark crystal. “I see..” No more than a quiet mutter as they traced his line of thought back to the legendary in the corner of the room. “So how would it manage to create something so independent, if it differs so significantly from your own shard?”[break][break]
What was the variant factor?[break][break]
Despite having one in their possession, the question about shadow pokemon caused Fern’s brows to furrow. “Not terribly,” they admitted. “I have one, though I’m not sure if it was created in the same manner.” That strange, game-like dream world had resulted in more than one shadowed creature, so maybe it was all connected. Maybe not.[break][break]
But they looked up at Zev expectantly, figuring that he would fill in the blanks.

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“You flatter me,” they croon back, though the cheerfulness in their tone doesn’t quite reach their eyes.[break][break]
This is a trip that had been waylaid by their unfortunate imprisonment. Long planned, but they can’t say that they know for sure what ’s motives are for being keen to accompany them in their never ending hunt for signs. Their guard remains up around him, though. As it has remained up for nearly everyone in the time that has lapsed.[break][break]
Their eyes follow him as he watches Tapu Koko. The island spirit, to its credit, only regards the underboss with an equally scrutinizing eye.[break][break]
“Well enough,” Fern replies simply. Their shoulders rise and fall in a shrug. “As well as anyone trapped in an alien prison for who knows how long can be.”[break][break]
Something sharpens in their smile as they turn to face the decrepit city proper. “It’s ridiculous how such extremes have become mundane.” But that’s not the purpose of their trip today, so they let their complaints taper off.


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Fern steps into the training facilities with far less fanfare than they normally might. In the wake of their time within the prison ship, their mood has remained somewhat somber - restless with anything that isn't a concentrated focus on preparation or pertains to their patron.[break][break]

A patron who, of course, drifts alongside them now - eager to expel some of their excess energy. But thankfully, that is what they're here for today.[break][break]

It seems they've arrived ahead of their company for today's rounds of training and preparation, so Fern settles in to one an open space. Pre-emptively, they release a skittering heliolisk that scrabbles across the floor with little, clicking claws. "You will not always be able to rely on my set up," they say simply when Tapu Koko looks over at the lizard with obvious distaste.[break][break]

Something they do not care for, but cannot ignore. If their forcible separation at the hands of the wardens informed them of anything, it is this.

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Blue eyes fleetingly analyzed the Rocket Beast in silence—only enough to catch the rigidity of his posture; a shared, underlying tension, it would seem. But not remarked upon by either.[break][break]
“So you think that Tapu Koko has come from Necrozma literally, rather than Cyllora speaking in turns of phrase?” Their own gaze fell to the deity as it watches Zev, a frown tugging at the corners of their mouth.[break][break]
Then it broke contact and went back to its arrangements, seeming to ignore the conversation about itself in entirety. Fern was certain that it was only feigning ignorance, however. Its posture remained somewhat drawn and alert, even with its back turned away from them.[break][break]
“If that’s so,” they continued, attention shifting back to Zev, “then it’s certainly created a very autonomous creature. It’s a bit difficult to imagine Tapu Koko as the fabricated spawn of something else.” It jars with the creature’s independence in their mind. “It’s one of the most willful pokemon I’ve ever worked with.”[break][break]
An admired trait, though an annoying one.[break][break]
Fern rolled their shoulders and leaned back in their seat, mulling over the speculations set before them. “We share the same wondering, then. It would certainly lend to…” they pause, picking out their words with measured care, “…the idea of something bigger, should they be intentionally different creations.”


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you are my dark star
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It's laughable, the way they've become de-sensitized to the upheaval that hoenn thrusts upon them at every other turn. But what else is there to do after one is abducted, abused, and ridiculed but to simply go home after the calamitous and violent break out? How mundane: crash land an alien ship in an alien city and then pick up takeout on the way back to their shared home.[break][break]

It's almost enough to send Fern into a fit of delirious giggles, because that's exactly what they have done. It feels bizarre and abnormal to be sitting on their couch, freshly showered with a Styrofoam container of Galarian comfort food in their lap.[break][break]

Somewhere, out over the city of Sootopolis and the surrounding ocean, Tapu Koko is darting to and fro - burning off excess energy and frustration in rumbling, thunderous pulses of stormy lighting. They can understand the sentiment: after being cooped up in a tube of goo for days on end, they too would be eager and restless to feel some semblance of freedom again.[break][break]

In fact, they themself are agitated and restless, though they cannot fly out over the water in the same way. The return of their abilities causes static to cling to them, fresh and snapping with little shocks at any bit of friction. Maybe heighted by shower-damp skin and hair.[break][break]

They stare down at the container blankly, and they are so hungry for something that isn't the saccharine sweet flavor of peach mochi that still clings to their tongue and the inside of their mouth and throat, but their stomach turns over. They can't muster up the motivation to scarf the spiced apple curry down.[break][break]

They have made simple chatter with in the hours that have passed since Palkia's rift pulled them back to Hoenn. Deciding what to do, where to get food, who washes the prison debris from their skin first. But it's all inconsequential. Not the things that matter, which turn over in their mind. Again and again now that they've had enough quiet for it to creep in and settle.[break][break]

The calm doesn't bring reprieve the way it should.[break][break]

And this finally coaxes a scoff of derisive laughter from their lips, though Fern offers little else.


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POSTED ON Jun 3, 2024 19:44:27 GMT
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In the moments between ’s arrival and Fern’s realization, the former would have the opportunity to catch a glimpse of the wear on Fern’s shoulders. The mental taxation of torture and humiliation hung like an ill-fitting coat on their shoulders. They too had been avoiding home, and the inevitable storms that collected like thunderheads whenever they currently spoke to .[break][break]
So naturally, they dealt with this through avoidance.[break][break]
They glanced up from the report they were skimming through when their door opened to reveal Zev. An eyebrow rose slightly before the curl of their mouth followed. “Harcourt. I had wondered if you might turn up sooner or later.”[break][break]
Any fatigue they had betrayed in the solitude of their office was swiftly covered up in favor of cheshire-like charm.[break][break]
Shifting in their seat to lean forward, Fern’s elbows perched on the flat top of their desk–report swiftly abandoned and forgotten. When their fingers laced together, they cradled their chin there. “Feel free to sit, then. It seems we’ve been pondering the same thing.”[break][break]
However, they weren’t quite sure what to make of what was said. If they rejected the idea that Tapu Koko came from another creature, or accepted the lineage of creator to creation.[break][break]
To its credit, Tapu Koko had not acted any differently–and at present it remained the same as ever, rearranging its hoard of knick knacks in the corner of Fern’s office. Pausing only to cast the Beast a suspicious eye.

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+ m: post-prismatic penitentiary[break]
+ siri, play we are family by sister sledge


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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON May 29, 2024 2:59:08 GMT
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feel your dirty face[break]oh, don’t it leave that filthy taste?

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As Tapu Koko launches its attack, Fern’s attention darts away— only for a moment, but it’s the only moment needed to shift something in their mind.[break][break]

Cyllora watches them, and Fern watches them watching. Or rather, they watch the deity as it batters at Fezandipiti with an expression that goes beyond simple marveling at the power it contains in a small body. There is a spark of recognition behind the eyes.[break][break]

And then it is gone, giving way to the demand that comes with focusing on the fall of each warden before the ship rocks and the flash of blinding light drops them all with the crashing of the confinement chamber.[break][break]

They know something.[break][break]

And for all of the fruitless endeavors that Fern has sought in the last months as to where exactly their patron came from, it is a line they desperately wish to pull on.[break][break]

The megalopolan city unfolds around them in urban sprawl, but voices around them lift in a clash of how to handle the pair that are at the root of their collective suffering. The pecharunt babbles and cries, chains lashing out again, though Fern feels little effect in them this time. In truth, they do not care what becomes of the the toxic creature, and frankly, they have little regard for the Megalopolans as well.[break][break]

“Wait—“ Their hand lifts stretching toward Tapu Koko in a gesture to stop. The electricity that dances along its shield pieces simmers and snaps, but doesn’t surge outward. It cocks a head at Fern. “They are more useful with the information they can provide.” Through the clamor of voices and attacks, they raise their own to agree with that of some of their group’s scientists. With that of .[break][break]

Though it’s nothing so merciful or benevolent. They don’t feel compassion. They simply wish to have their curiosity sated and then wash their hands of the whole thing.[break][break]

Their gaze shifts to Tapu Koko then, and they watch it with a scrutinizing stare. It does not speak to them, never with words, but still Fern asks— “Do you know them?” Looking for any trace that Tapu Koko might recognize Cyllora just the same as they had with it.
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+ sees cyllora lookin at tapu koko[break]
+ fern would like to question them about that recognition, and what they know about the megalopolis[break]
+ stays tapu koko from attacking, and asks it if it recognizes cyllora too[break]
+ fern calls to spare cyllora + pecharunt (if only for selfish reasons lmaooo)[break]


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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON May 24, 2024 1:31:57 GMT
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It seems as if their partner snaps out of his furious daze. Fern breathes a sigh of relief, only to feel the sweep of Chien Pao’s influence again. A surge of malevolence so present it, it twists their own emotions up and nearly coaxes them into their own fit of rage.[break][break]

“Jayden!” Fern howls after him as he dives into the fray, following the call of ’s summons. They are tempted to follow, but the radiation of that overwhelming hatred gives them pause. In the background, where it is not so stifling, they watch instead to see what their patron might do. How it sizes up against the three who emerge with the intention of bartering them all back into place once more.[break][break]

They recognize the wellspring mask of course; wonder now if it colors the perspective of the one who dons it.[break][break]

fezandipiti is the prettiest[break][break]

The shrill sound of laughter and mockery rings in Fern’s ears. When presented with such a favorable form of retribution, why not pay the bird back in kind? As fezandipiti shows itself with its mask and poorly stitched wing, Fern points and spurs Tapu Koko on. “There’s your opening!”[break][break]

The GUARDIAN OF ALOLA does its due diligence and comes down own their energy with the bright wrath of nature. Though not as large as the dynamaxed pokemon that surrounds it, the guardian still swings out with hands of lightning and fury—its own payback for being held captive in a tube, toxic chained into submission.[break][break]

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With its attack launched, the z-energy that had coalesced around Tapu Koko dissipates, leaving it diminutive as it had first been. Mask pull away from its face, it darts back to Fern’s side and hovers around them. Electricity crackles under the admin’s feet—the preemptive flare of an ELECTRIC TERRAIN held back. But their patron revels in the static electricity they kick off, feeding into their shared chaos as they look for the next opening.
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byYrahRx


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+ feels ’s influential hate vibes, calls after him as he takes off[break]
+ hangs back and concentrates on the aim of Tapu koko’s attack[break]
+ team chaos for koko-puffs is in fight mode now[break]
+ tapu koko holdover attack from last post, using z-move: guardian of alola to attack fezandipiti[break]


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POSTED ON May 20, 2024 22:21:46 GMT
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MAY 2024 CANON ACTIVITY CHECK

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4 ic posts for canon characters:



summarize 2 plots that are in-progress and being threaded:


  • 1. MY HEAD IS AN ANIMAL[break]

    the tumult in their nature has continually pushed fern in the last several months to behave more recklessly - even as they fulfill typical admin tasks, as seen in the way they begin to openly provoke members of the league whether for rocket purposes, or for their own. there is an air of erratic unreliability and burgeoning distrust as they begin to rely more on themself and tapu koko - something that is keenly starting to show itself in the widening gap that is growing between themself and their partner, .[break][break]

    though imperfect, their relationship to their fellow admin has been one of the most consistent things in fern's life to date, but in recent months they've grown wary of the bond between them. this kicked into high gear after they were pulled into the alternate world presented to by father winter 2. the distrust and conflict that rose between them in this dreamscape impacted fern in a significant way, and the aftershocks continue to linger in the waking world of reality: from what occurred, for 's connection to chien pao, and from the influence of their own patron.[break][break]

    this wariness has marred their interactions going forward. during their excursion into the great chasm after kyurem's attack, and in their personal interactions. jayden's flip toward excess adoration in the wake of father winter 2's influence is not something fern knows if they can believe. the hatred they witness whenever chien pao appears tinges all of that sweetness, even as fern works as a steadying influence to the other admin.[break][break]

    in prismatic penitentiary, there is a reprieve, but even this becomes tainted by the end of their time in imprisonment. as resentment and confusion build and conflict with fern's internal desire for control, expect them to lash out more and more - with the aim of them becoming more of a traditionally antagonistic and unpredictable villain for others to either align themselves with or work against.

    [break][break]
    relevant threads:
    [break]
    to keep an eye on:



  • 2. TAPU MANIA[break]
    Since their interaction with , in which her connection to Tapu Fini was revealed several months ago, Fern has borne a curiosity directly pertaining to their patron’s connection to other Tapus. While there was an obvious disconnect between the Tapu Fini of Hoenn to their own shiny Koko, the two island deities still regarded one another with interest. This led to a later pursuit in confronting its direct counterpart in Hoenn’s Tapu Koko, along with and –though this interaction was far more contentious, as provoked by the shared, intentional aggressing from both shiny Tapu Koko and Fern.[break][break]
    Both interactions, however, have spurred the innate desire to return to Lesser Megalopolis not only for the sake of finding out how Tapu Koko came to be in the destroyed city in the first place, but also in search of other Tapus that are its true counterparts. There is almost a strange sort of clashing independence and longing for that connection (as Fern noted in Tapu Koko’s interaction with Tapu Fini,) and it resonates with Fern’s own conflicting emotions as they struggle with their stubborn autonomy and developing infallible trust with others, within Rocket, and with their indecision to reconnect with a father they have intentionally distanced themself from (and struggle to discuss, as noted in discussion with .)[break][break]
    To this point, more than one trek into the ultra city has proven fruitless, even as reports of Shiny Tapu Bulu sightings appear, not just within Lesser Megalopolis, but the Ultra Crater as well. But after the events of Prismatic Penitentiary, their determination to pursue the Tapus is renewed–now with the caveat of uncovering how exactly Tapu Koko also connects them to and Necrozma, thanks to biting words imparted by Cyllora.
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    relevant threads:

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    to keep an eye on:




if an avatar, summarize how you've utilized[break]the legendary/avatarship for collaborative narrative:


  • 1. AVATARSHIP: ✨ TAPU KOKO[break]
    never separate fern from their patron son. but for real, it's been interesting to develop the co-existence that now seems to have developed between fern and their patron. while fern was initially resentful of their connection that came with their avatarship as an attack on their autonomy, it has become more uncommon to see them without the presence of the tapu koko - whether physically or in continued mention.[break][break]

    from prismatic penitentiary:[break]
    the problem with fern delaney is that they never really do know what it is they want.[break][break]

    they are a liar and a fraud and an actor on a grand stage in an empty auditorium. they spin worlds where they ascend to power, and ones where they walk away from rocket altogether.[break][break]

    the only one there to hear their soliloquy of want and desire and the spew of conflicting whims and wants is themself.[break][break]

    in every world they hold their leash. in every world they make the choice.[break][break]

    they are multitudinous.[break]

    and they do not know what it is they want—a frustrating thing as calm clashes with the chaos their soul reflects. they are on an empty stage in an empty auditorium, but they are in a hall of mirrors that reflects every version that they are and that they aren’t and what they could be and what they never will be.


    as the charlatan, fern is a bundle of contrasting traits, and tapu koko is a tool to draw that out and exacerbate it, and it varies from thread which fern i will get...which is a fun ride to embark on as the writer. in allowing myself this layer of unpredictability, it really presents the opportunity to paint fern as fickle, mercurial, an actor, and a falsity. as the pair clashes in their independent nature[break][break]

    but collide in co-dependence and shared mischief and chaos (something that is continually enabled,) we propel ourselves into a looming war with poking and prodding of the league in antagonistic endeavors, and a reliance on each other rather than the organization they are committed to, and how that affects the relationships that fern has built up to this point.



  • any notes/comments: sobs, I’ve been lagging a bit more on Fern (I took two grad school classes this last semester and let me tell u that will NOT be happening again..) but I’m hoping that with wartimes on the horizon and a few things taking an impending turn that there will be a swift uptick incoming. 🙏 I hope that the slow burn is acceptable

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