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blue, murk
she/her
twenty-seven
october 29
goldenrod city, johto
grey-ace
lost dog (defector?)
executive
death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
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blue’s pc
POSTED ON Oct 16, 2022 4:47:03 GMT
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blue, murk
she/her
twenty-seven
october 29
goldenrod city, johto
grey-ace
lost dog (defector?)
executive
death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
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341 posts
blue murtagh DOLLARS
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lou's tracker
POSTED ON Oct 15, 2022 15:49:12 GMT
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blue, murk
she/her
twenty-seven
october 29
goldenrod city, johto
grey-ace
lost dog (defector?)
executive
death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
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341 posts
blue murtagh DOLLARS
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blue murtagh
crawling king snake [m]
POSTED ON Oct 12, 2022 16:50:18 GMT
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She was still getting used to having a life that didn’t revolve around a constant line of matches, even now. It could be argued that it was good for her to be doing a different sort of job now, but it hadn’t stopped her from going right back to the one thing she was familiar with. Sparring hadn’t changed–she was still angry and resilient. But the way she went about it did. She was out of practice, plain and simple.[break][break]

There was nothing really left to do but slink out of the ring when her opponent was declared winner. Wander out into the night to lick her wounds, and even more than that– nurse her sore pride. Was there anything worse? Blue was used to being on the top of the pile. Now, she was left to flounder and figure out how to fight again. Not that she was incapable of it, or had been faced with a continual string of losses. It was more that she couldn’t accept that she would lose even once.[break][break]

Blue couldn’t find much that she did enjoy as of late. The thrill that came with fighting was still present, though. Sore loser, or not. That instinctive flood of adrenaline still hummed through her, lighting her up from the inside out like the kick of nitro-glycerine being ignited. She still had that, at least. Maybe it was better than nothing.[break][break]

She still should’ve won, though.[break][break]

Wandering away from the old building, Blue faltered in the steadiness of her stride. Cut sharp, hostile glances at anyone she passed who dared to look twice at her. She could feel the purpling bloom of a bruise aching under one eye. Seeping down into the swell of her cheek. That was the least of her hurts, though she didn’t have much desire to check out the extent of it. With an exaggerated groan, Blue sat herself down, right there in the middle of the sidewalk, hands slipping up into her hair as she played back all of the ways she could’ve done it right.[break][break]

Then the sound of slowing footsteps caused her to look up, half over her shoulder and arms still hooked around her head. The corner of her mouth curled, automatically on the defensive. “What? You see something interesting?” she rasped, instantly annoyed that the bite wasn’t as sharp as she would’ve preferred. She was the one sat in the middle of the street, half on the curb, after all. She was the one out of place here.[break][break]

Her arms lowered, and Blue immediately began to pick at her nails in an attempt to dismiss the stranger. “If you want something, I don’t got anything.” Lost all her pocket cash making bad bets and pounding red bulls.

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blue, murk
she/her
twenty-seven
october 29
goldenrod city, johto
grey-ace
lost dog (defector?)
executive
death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
awards
341 posts
blue murtagh DOLLARS
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PUTTING ON A FRONT
POSTED ON Oct 12, 2022 16:12:49 GMT
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nabbing this as an open~ edit: ‘twas snagged by
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played by

lou

blue, murk
she/her
twenty-seven
october 29
goldenrod city, johto
grey-ace
lost dog (defector?)
executive
death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
awards
341 posts
blue murtagh DOLLARS
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blue murtagh
blue’s pc
POSTED ON Oct 12, 2022 5:26:04 GMT
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lou

blue, murk
she/her
twenty-seven
october 29
goldenrod city, johto
grey-ace
lost dog (defector?)
executive
death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
awards
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blue murtagh DOLLARS
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blue murtagh
murtagh, blue
POSTED ON Oct 5, 2022 4:27:43 GMT
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sour outside, sad inside // don’t you dare pity me // jade-colored glasses // ticking time bomb // hair trigger temper
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at a glance, in passing, or through a window- standing in the ring, posied for the signal, she doesn’t look like much. Just a scrap of a girl crouched lower than 5’6, her hands taped, thin and wiry with angry ruby eyes that burn and burn and burn. Bare skin exposed under athletic gear betray burgeoning tattoo addiction, patterns crawling over her skin like twining, climbing ivy. Inky blue hair pulled back in low tails, and again, she doesnt look like much. No heavier than a feather, but she sinks like a stone—but she’s spry and tough. and she doesn’t go down for good easily. ask who you should bet on; the spectator standing alongside points right at her, “Murk.”
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Maybe you didn’t come into the world a hurricane of cruelty and feral anger. Maybe you didn’t, but you figure that you may as well have. Torrential and overwhelming. There is no recollection of where you actually came from. All you knew were the where the crashing sounds that came back to your memory at night, acrid smoke in your nose, burning your eyes. There was a trapped helplessness, and a fear. A child all alone means you’re brought to an orphanage.[break][break]

They ask your name, but you cannot remember. Your only identifier is the hospital tag on your wrist, labeling you. No name, no one to claim you. Just—[break][break]

#769011 MRTGH:BLUE_UR
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So they call you Blue.[break][break]

And you grow up mean.[break][break]

But that’s not wholly true is it? There’s one bright patch in your past, bright as the moon she’s named for and she softens your sharp, fearful edges. She is your friend, your only one. But eventually she leaves you alone again. She writes, and it’s not the same. One day she disappears from your world entirely, and then so do you.[break][break]

You were never allowed the chance to roam free, and so you felt no homesickness for the Johto you never saw. Instead, your world became the Slateport underbelly, spit out on the docks. You tumble under the wrong shadowy wings. Or maybe the right ones.[break][break]

Lucius Cardello had a purpose for you–and you quickly earned your place in the fighting rings he organized. A prize pet, known for fighting with brutality and ruthlessness unmatched. No matter how much bigger or stronger they are. You are relentless and scrappy and unchecked.[break][break]

He is not a compassionate or sweet handler. But when you do well, he rewards you with a hand under your chin, staining his skin with the slick drip of blood from your busted lip. Sometimes he calls you Bluebell. Like the flower, he says, though you’ve never seen the real thing. It is better than a tag on a wrist or a stamp on some paperwork, and it is the closest thing to care as you’ve ever seen. But he is undeniably cruel, too. You are still not your own and he makes sure that you know this.[break][break]

When the underground ring is busted up, you get lost in the cracks. It’s an unfortunate truth, but you figure a lot of drifters do. Cagey and irritable, you are nothing more than coiled up energy. Predatory and fearful, hard to snare. The same way Cardello sees your potential, so too does Rocket. To you, it’s just one cage swapped for another, but you don’t know how to be free.[break][break]

And when you feel, you feel so much. Every emotion takes up every corner of your too small frame. Like you’re going to burst at the seams. It makes the anger you feel that much more blinding. But you make no apologies for yourself, because the paltry excuse is that you just cannot help it. You were raised mean, and the fight is the only thing you’ve ever known. You lost yourself so long ago you don’t know when; you cannot lose this too.[break][break]

tldr; manic pixie nightmare?
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