Masculine
28
October 19
Sootopolis City
Bisexual
N/A
N/A
I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
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Adrian Malcolm
EVERYTHING WORKS OUT [C]
POSTED ON Sept 1, 2024 9:56:13 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","prophet susge"] [player]https://file.garden/ZpgjcajufVyGrPnv/ADRIAN%20MALCOLM/MP3/everything%20works%20out%20in%20the%20end%20(%20slowed%20%20reverb%20)%20%5Bbest%20part%20looped%5D.mp3[/player] kodaline - everything works out in the end (looped) [break] [attr="class","textbox"] [attr="class","iconimg"]  Adrian can see that Rowan has grown—perhaps enough that this conclusion was final. He'd never a reason to doubt Rowan's resolve... It was simply that he couldn't stomach what he'd committed to. Leaving him alone while he pursued his own agenda—he had his misgivings about that—but when had Adrian ever been inclusive of Rowan, in his similar endeavors?[break][break] Yveltal had trampled over his life—and never had he allowed Rowan near that side of him. It was different, sure, but he could never hold that againt Rowan without accepting the hypocrisy. But the part of him that, despite any rationalization, came crawling back to Team Rocket...[break][break] Maybe he didn't understand just how bad it was. But to him it was nothing short of Stockholm syndrome. Gavin had damaged Rowan enough, poisoned his mind and broke his body—no sane person would forget that. Could forgive that.[break][break] That was part of the cancer, the CHANGE in Rowan, that nurtured the divide. The part of him that could allow murderer and brother to coexist. Maybe this, too, was something Adrian could be accused of—perhaps a parallel could be drawn to illustrate the double standard. But Adrian could not see how Rowan could afford to live with himself after. How he could ask Adrian to overlook it, knowing full well the culprit?[break][break] But that was not all that troubled him.[break][break] In abandoning him and leaving him to be... In deciding where it was they, together, might be happiest... Adrian felt he was denied any agency in their relationship. Why could he not give voice to his stakes? Rowan had not seen his heart.[break][break] "Rowan..." Dropping the use of his pet name, Adrian tried to level with him, though he found himself exhausted by the tedium of choosing his words carefully. Where to even begin...?[break][break] Adrian wears a troubled, furled brow.[break][break] "...I fell for that perfectly flawed idiot." They didn't have to be perfect, or always right, or always acting towards their shared interest—there were so many things that could be forgiven.[break][break] But this...? This was just insane.[break][break] "You... threw away a chance I've been looking for for so, so long—to appease someone who—who might've killed you," Adrian manages crossly, his disappointment apparent. As far as he saw it, Rowan very well may have died that day...[break][break] They had broke him down, and made him their own. Adrian wasn't sure he could reconcile, being so unsure of Rowan's volatility, of the sanctity of his mind. There could be no trust after this.[break][break] Adrian's already taken their hand into his, but he's taken to shaking his head slowly, his chin dipping low while he tries to express himself in earnest.[break][break] "I don't think you realize WHO you've chosen," he allows himself to utter, dispirited.[break][break] '...And to think we spent a lifetime together.'[break][break] The stars shine shakily against his eyes.[break][break] "...'Cause I don't think it was ME."[break][break] [attr="class","oocnotes"]
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ARMISTICE DAY
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