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illie, sap sipper
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26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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time feels closer here than it did before - not quite an echo, but its own entity tangled up in the confines of space. she supposes it's a natural thing, that closeness... familial bonds not only tether each of the mortals, but also the personifications of spacetime themselves.

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can he feel it too - that disorienting sensation of molecules pulling apart at the seams?

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it makes her dizzy, as if it's vertigo assaulting the senses. she has to keep an iron fist on her focus, on keeping her steps even beneath pressure and entropy and destruction. if they stay on this path without repairing these cracks, she knows the end.

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there would be no more creation. no more universe, no more space for her to infuse into her veins to become gilded inside and out. and where would that leave her then?

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weak, pathetic, a shell of herself. she won't allow it.

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if she swivels her head to gaze at the mirrored panels they pass, she'd see glimpses into other universes. for a moment, she indulges. for a moment, she sees land!hoenn and sea!hoenn across from each other.

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she stills.

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her alternate selves come into view, then, and she flashes teeth. a quick step is taken toward the mirror for sea!hoenn. her hand ignites with a spark of pink.

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yet, the glass does not shatter.

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restraint comes with white knuckles stilling just before they puncture through. not yet, she reasons. palkia steals a glance at her. she can feel its eyes on her shoulders, the primordial and divine weight of them... it's judgement, even without the father present to rain final decree down upon her like hellfire in the end of times. no, she echoes against fissures of the mind. it sounds dull, hollow, nothing more than a feigned refusal of a desire she can't let go.

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"the anomalies are definitely playing a part, but ultra space has been stretched too far."

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it has begun to break, decaying beneath strain. and with it, the universe is thrown into shambles.

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"a combination of both seems likely - though, i wonder if there's other forces at play."

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she steps away from sea!hoenn's mirror. her sea hoennian self bares teeth, bloodied and sharp, at the thought of another showdown ultimately squandered. don't worry, your time will come. all of yours will.

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they get closer to the spreading crack and she winces at the sensation of it, at the sound it makes. the echoing scream of the universe struggling and failing to stop itself from being ripped apart at the atoms pains her like nothing else. she has nothing to compare it to - nothing comes close to the agony of it all.

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"stand back."

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it's a warning, a caution to give her room. and as her hands ignite with pink energy once more, she begins the art of kintsugi with both hands coming together to fire off a single pink beam of spatial energy. it starts at the bottom, slowly welding the fissure back together. as spatial energy cools, it becomes a softer pink before forming a new layer of reality as if skin slowly fading a scar away.

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"almost done with this one..."

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but there's more - there's always going to be.


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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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the alchemy
POSTED ON Apr 6, 2024 4:00:04 GMT
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another day, and a new interruption. her heels echo softly against pristine tiles, though she wouldn't consider this hallowed ground - it feels more haunted than before.

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a creaking door signals old hinges and her arrival, an underscore to the familiar melody of keys giving way beneath the pressure of fingertips. and while she might have announced herself, the subtle shift of an unfamiliar pressure does it for her.

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her heels fall silent once she stops in front of his desk. hovering is new for her, perhaps, but there's a distant look in her eyes that makes it feel practiced, precise.

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"the report from the kyurem incident is ready, councilman."

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yet she holds no papers - only memories and newfound power.


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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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4,115 posts
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illeana reyes
PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON Apr 5, 2024 3:09:08 GMT
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she wakes slowly, the way you do when sleep is a luxury you can't afford to give up - clinging to the semblance of peace it offers for the world is a chaotic symphony of noise and slumber is quiet.

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on the third sleepy blink, pieces click into place. it's still. she doesn't see ripples when she opens her eyes. there's no spatial matter swimming in the peripheral, begging for attention like a dog seeking scraps. the destruction and subsequent creation in the universe doesn't tug at her mind.

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it's too quiet - foreign, reminiscent of another time... a weaker time.

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and hands clamp down onto her arms, then, as a familiar voice comes swimming into eardrums. she gasps. her chest heaves. chains rattle somewhere close. panic rises.

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"don't touch me."

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her hands claw at his - the words don't click, but that's neither here nor there at the moment for she's chained and she can't go back to that submarine. she can't. she won't. she'll kill them all.

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only when she's relatively confident she has succeeded in smacking his hands away from her arms does she collect herself. fractured pieces of composure are gathered up in shaky arms and held back together. she can't weld them into a whole, cohesive exterior - not without her now familiar pink energy. and without it, she feels worse than before. the mind swells without power, without spatial energy scrambling to keep it all together, and she can feel the spreading of paranoid fissures spiderwebbing through the brain.

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"i don't know... my powers are gone - i can't sense where anything is anymore."

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another voice echoes from another cell - is it next to theirs? she can't tell. it's irritating, grating on already frazzled nerves. her head whips toward what she assumes is the direction, and her voice leaves in a disoriented snarl a moment later to answer for .

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"mind your damn business, rat!"

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yeah, she wouldn't survive in prison... not like this.


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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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4,115 posts
part of
TAG WITH @illeana
illeana reyes
y i k e s
POSTED ON Apr 4, 2024 23:49:31 GMT
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Falling too fast to prepare for this tripping in the world could be dangerous everybody circling is vulturous negative, nepotist everybody waiting for the fall of man everybody praying for the end of times everybody hoping they could be the one i was born to run, i was born for this whip, whip run me like a racehorse pull me like a ripcord break me down and build me up i wanna be the slip, slip word upon your lip, lip letter that you rip, rip break me down and build me up whatever it takes cause i love the.

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"looking for a reason and burning up."

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Falling too fast to prepare for this tripping in the world could be dangerous everybody circling is vulturous negative, nepotist everybody waiting for the fall of man everybody praying for the end of times everybody hoping they could be the one i was born to run, i was born for this whip, whip run me like a racehorse pull me like a ripcord break me down and build me up i wanna be the slip, slip word upon your lip, lip letter that you rip, rip break me down and build me up whatever it takes cause i love the.


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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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POSTED ON Apr 4, 2024 16:35:18 GMT
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non-pokemon version...


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Falling too fast to prepare for this tripping in the world could be dangerous everybody circling is vulturous negative, nepotist everybody waiting for the fall of man everybody praying for the end of times everybody hoping they could be the one i was born to run, i was born for this whip, whip run me like a racehorse pull me like a ripcord break me down and build me up i wanna be the slip, slip word upon your lip, lip letter that you rip, rip break me down and build me up whatever it takes cause i love the.

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"looking for a reason and burning up."

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Falling too fast to prepare for this tripping in the world could be dangerous everybody circling is vulturous negative, nepotist everybody waiting for the fall of man everybody praying for the end of times everybody hoping they could be the one i was born to run, i was born for this whip, whip run me like a racehorse pull me like a ripcord break me down and build me up i wanna be the slip, slip word upon your lip, lip letter that you rip, rip break me down and build me up whatever it takes cause i love the.


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ULTRA CRATER: AI
POSTED ON Apr 3, 2024 2:55:06 GMT
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[attr="class","illeana i"]he reaches the conclusion of early death for the spaceship after a mere moment of observation. the hull of the ship has eroded beneath explosion upon impact and time spent submerged in the elements. what's left of the metal exoskeleton has long since grown moss and small alien flowers.

"maybe faulty equipment?"

it's better than the alternative of being shot clean out of the sky, isn't it?

and as he lets curiosity reign, she keeps watch at his back. only when he calls for her over the sound of an odd recording does she move to get closer.

"play it again."

when he does, the alien sound shrieks around their eardrums. she shivers at the sound, at the way it claws down her spine.

"is it saying something about cutting something?"

it's the only words she can pick out, perhaps.




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illie, sap sipper
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POSTED ON Apr 3, 2024 2:48:01 GMT
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[attr="class","illeana i"]his hands on the universal strings are tinged with hubris - mortal, not archaic enough to be on the primordial scale of emotions.

she feels each little pluck, each twitch, of taut gilded string and it reverberates into another layer of cosmic symphony. the hymn of spatial fabric, of stars fading into early death, of planets coming into newfound birth.

he's tainting it. the light is slowly being bled dry. she bares teeth at the thought.

she believes him mistaken - gravity is merely another property of the universe, of the spatial fabric making up each facet of existence, and she is its alchemist.

even with pressure clawing to drag shoulders down, her hand is heavy against the spatial properties surrounding them. she throws the properties around them into disarray. molecules of matter sing with the familiar vibration of a war drum struck to signal the coming of resistance. she flips them, rearranges them until gravity loosens and small, half crystalline clumps begin to float upward. another flip and the world feels as if it turns on its axis. she increases the emphasis on up becoming down, seeking to disorient both him and his beast of a patron.

another star blazes into a supernova of early death beneath the clawed blows between palkia and necrozma. each slash, each flash of pink shimmering against black, brings them further and further into oblivion.

"it seems we're at an impasse, devourer."

she stays solid, unfazed by the spatial properties she has manipulated. they hold a soft, barely there signature of faint pink - a small mark against the universal planes to signal her meddling.

"our powers are entangled - one cannot exist without the other."

space without gravity and gravity without space... impossible. with gravity being mass along the curvature of spacetime, they're merely two chisels chipping away at the same marble of the universe. how could they ever overcome the other?


the great chasm of hoenn.



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POSTED ON Apr 2, 2024 16:48:08 GMT
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[attr="class","illeana i"]a deep, almost intimate, sense of knowing fills the air. cosmic recognizes cosmic, space acknowledges black hole, and she tenses for the inevitable clash of titans.

the alien shriek echoes overhead - his patron, arriving late. somewhere beyond, in the expanses of space, she feels the echo of a draconic roar ripple through all matter. it comes into full fruition, full view, with a flash of pink and the meeting of black claw against one of white and pink.

palkia engages necrozma, all snarls and claws and territorial spats.

and their avatars meet as is written all across the spatial plane.

he lunges for her, a claw reaching toward her body. she will not allow the satisfaction of seeing her blood spill upon this odd earth - there will be no golden stains, not yet.

a quick swipe of her hand plucks the spatial properties from the world around her, sifting through air and morphing it into something weaponized. their battleground is different, not confined to mortal means as normal. her body shifts into something intangible, something spatial, something evasive. his claws echo against nothingness, but she sees the ripples of spatial matter moving for his momentum all the same.

protected, she is free to grapple for control.

spatial erosion begins to spread from her body, slowly shifting back into physicality once his claws leave her space, and with it, the earth falters. it crumbles slowly, a subtle decay of pink eating away at dust and dirt and existence in its entirety.

"come," she murmurs, a free hand moving to pluck further into space. she casts the following sweeping motion wide, an arc of change. the spatial properties around them move with her hand, up becoming down and his gravity fluctuates with her manipulations. she wrangles it slowly from his grasp as if a dog coaxed into releasing its prized toy. "again, with fervor this time."


the great chasm of hoenn.



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POSTED ON Apr 2, 2024 1:11:54 GMT
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[attr="class","illeana i"]this is expected, familiar. they've done this dance before - right down to the footwork.

"there's a project i'd like your approval on, if possible."

and as soon as the final syllable slinks out, he throws off the rhythm.

there is no symphony of clicking keys to follow. her movements jumble slightly, a surprise catching her off guard.

"it's an avatar studies project."

she doesn't give the meat of the proposal - not yet.



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POSTED ON Apr 1, 2024 4:06:44 GMT
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trading gacha dragonite (from ) and feraligatr (from ) to <3

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POSTED ON Apr 1, 2024 4:01:08 GMT
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keeping |



vaporeon, ceruledge, golurk
smile smile smile

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MATERIA PRIMA
POSTED ON Mar 31, 2024 18:34:02 GMT
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the ghost of cool steel against her throat settles softly - a barely there touch on pale skin. it does not deter her.

[break][break]her hands hold firm, her touch still delicate on fragmented pieces of what once was.

[break][break]and her name echoes throughout the expanses of space in this darkened laboratory. it sounds like a prayer in some grandiose, archaic semblance. disbelief and confusion are marks of the unknown, of religion confounding the masses.

[break][break]there is a small comfort here, settled between the spaces of pink glowing fingers.

[break][break]"what was will be again."

[break][break]it sounds distracted - faint hollowness not quite speaking of detachment, but something different... as if she's too focused, too far gone to indulge in inquiry.

[break][break]"do you intend to stop me?"

[break][break]could he? would she allow it?

[break][break]the fractured porcelain slowly, painstakingly, begins to fit back together as she speaks. each piece is brought together at the seams with a ginger touch, welded and sealed with a single trail of her finger. the grout left behind glows pink, draconic and holy.

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POSTED ON Mar 31, 2024 18:04:32 GMT
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REDEEMING


welcome to the poké mart!


1X gacha raging bolt (from excursions, 4 completed)
one, two, three, four.

2X premium gacha ticket (from excursions & poison patrol)
ghost type, please!
1X gacha ticket (from poison patrol)
gacha here

1X powder of ferrum (excursions)
3X tm/tr (excursions)

1x tm/tr (poison patrol)
1x free evo (poison patrol)
1x devolution stone (poison patrol)
1x ability capsule (poison patrol)
1x draught of purification (poison patrol)
1x poison tera shard (poison patrol)
1x dynamax candy (poison patrol)
all to pc!


TOTAL


do come again!


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POISON PATROL II
POSTED ON Mar 31, 2024 17:55:29 GMT
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[attr="class","happy"]20 MOCHI


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X1 MOCHI (LINK: PP2: POSSESSION) [break]
X2 MOCHI (LINK: PP2: REVAROOM) [break]
X2 MOCHI (LINK: PP2: ARBOK (LEAGUE)) [break]
X5 MOCHI (LINK: PP2: STATUES) [break]
X10 MOCHI (LINK: PP2: CELEBI)

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1: TM/TR [break]
3: FREE EVOLUTION [break]
5: DEVOLUTION STONE [break]
8: GACHAPON TICKET [break]
10: ABILITY CAPSULE [break]
12: PREMIUM GACHAPON TICKET [break]
15: DROUGHT OF PURIFICATION [break]
18: POISON TERA SHARD [break]
20: DYNAMAX CANDY [break]


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snowpoint city, sinnoh
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head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
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PP2: CELEBI
POSTED ON Mar 31, 2024 3:49:03 GMT
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in the middle of the forest, something does feel amiss. she can't quite put a finger on it, as if it's constantly staying in the peripheral vision and disappearing when you look in that direction.

[break][break]and it's annoying, she notes, to be so close to discovery yet so far away.

[break][break]half eaten pecha berries are scattered across the forest floor, already beginning to rot as small bug pokemon try to take pieces off and carry them home. she steps around them, palkia in tow, eyes up toward the crown shyness of the trees. celebi darts in an odd, jumbled pattern - the toxic chain draws her eyes regardless.

[break][break]"oh, you poor thing."

[break][break]she tries to ignore the way time feels splintered, but it's difficult to turn a blind eye. it's part of space and thus... part of her.

[break][break]with a glowing pink hand, she defends the celebi from the onslaught of poisoned grass types with a few quick volleys of spatial energy. palkia follows close behind, though it looks irritable at the disturbance of time. sometimes, its eyes wander toward the spaces between this plane and the next, as if looking for its counterpart and never quite finding it.

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poison patrol.[break]





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[newclass=".minimalillie .milkcredit"]font-size:15px; position:absolute; z-index:99; right:95px; bottom:5px; border-radius:100px; color:var(--accent); opacity:0.6; } .minimal .milkcredit a { transition:0.5s all } .minimal .milkcredit a:hover { transition:0.5s all; color:var(--accent)!important; [/newclass]