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and it always becomes bittersweet.
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Julie Solette
same as always
POSTED ON Oct 4, 2023 10:45:29 GMT
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it isn't lost on her. [break][break]
oh, it's never lost on her when mika doesn't reciprocate any playful touch or tease julie tosses her way. she wonders if mika has picked up on just how keenly aware julie is of each and every one of their interactions, no matter how small. she wonders if they see how julie pauses for a moment, as if to comprehend the slight burn the hoennian had harmed her with. she wonders if they're aware of the tiny cuts and scrapes that mar julie's heart that are brushed away with a laugh practiced to sound genuine. [break][break]
(but of course mika doesn't know, julie thinks idly. because "jules" is an enigma so perfectly molded to appear the very picture of openness. mika's julie never complained about anything pertaining to what they had and have. even when it all came to an end, julie never once spoke of the hurt that never really goes away; of the hurt that only throbs when graced by these crumbs of intimacy. it's hard, julie thinks. to let someone know the darkness beneath the sparkle of a gem, but she thinks it's easier to pretend than lay it all bear. [break][break]
so of course mika doesn't know. because julie never wants her to know. they're all secrets she'd rather take to the grave, because she thinks she owes that to the one that at least tried to cut a girl's strings).[break][break]
swallowing, julie's head bobs in a nod, humming fiddles with the tips of her hair. blowing out a sigh, she brushes it over her shoulder, leaning forward to look up at mika with a small pout. "i could be doing better," she begins, and before mika could even attempt to express any concern, she wags a manicured nail. "i could really use some company to a trip to lavaridge!" she grins widely at the ranger, lashes fluttering in that pretty please? way. that's right. it's better to move forward than to linger. try to look towards the future than internally. at least then the aching pains can be ignored.[break][break]
her smile only widens as she gestures to the snacks, plucking a strawberry from the container and waving it about. "i don't really pack things like this for a trip, you know? i usually only take granola bars and— well, you know what i usually keep in my bag." her free hand pats her large handbag for emphasis, a bite of the fruit taken as she does so. "oh, very sweet! just like you, mimi." it rolls off her tongue easily, julie paying no mind to any sort of reaction she gets to look down at her bounsweet walking across their legs to be fed. she holds the rest down for ami whom smiles and takes the rest of it in one big bite, julie's soft laugh accompanied by a be careful, okay?[break][break]
"a~ny~way~! ranger work can be tough, right? which is why we should go to lavaridge together and soak in the hot springs! i'd love to make a video on it too, since it's so popular. we both get to relax and i get footage. what do you say?" a water bottle is twisted open and she takes a sip, sighing in appreciation. [break][break]
"thank you for the snacks, by the way." she smiles shyly, patting her bag once again. "like i said. just granola bars." of course, she eats good once she's settled in a town, but for quick snacks, julie only relies on things that can't perish easily. it's nice to munch on a few fruits and not have to go to a cafe for them. it's like mika knew exactly what she needed, just like julie said she did. [break][break]
+ Mika Nakayama [break] + why do we keep replying at ungodly hours to this thread. also sorry i went insane. [attr="class","credit"] milky[newclass=.blboxfl]font:11px roboto;--accent:#ce8584;[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl b]color:var(--accent);[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl i]color:var(--accent);[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl a]text-transform:uppercase; font-weight:bold[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl .pokesprite]color:#32a852; background:rgba(0,0,0,0.1);border:1px solid rgba(0,0,0,0.2); margin-right:10px; margin-top:5px; padding:5px; filter:grayscale(90%); transition:0.5s all;[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl .pkspr:hover]background:rgba(0,0,0,0.2); filter:none; transition:0.5s all;[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl .pokeclass]text-align:right; width:520px; [/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl .pokeclass img]background:#2b2b2b; border-radius:100px; border:1px solid #solid 1px #232323; border:1px solid #232323; margin-top:-30px; padding-bottom:12px; ransition:1.5s; margin-left:8px; box-shadow:2px 2px transparent;[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl .pokeclass img:hover]background:var(--accent); transition:1s all; box-shadow:2px 2px #232323 [/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl]position:relative;[/newclass][newclass=.blboxfl .credit]font:bold 15px poppins; transform:rotate(90deg); position:absolute; bottom:55px; right:45px; color:rgb(65,65,65); text-shadow: -1px -1px 0 #222, 1px -1px 0 #222, -1px 1px 0 #222, 1px 1px 0 #222;[/newclass]
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