Admin Bee
He / Him
30
April 12
Lumiose City, Kalos
Pansexual
Broadcast Journalist
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i fell for your magic. i tasted your skin. and though this is tragic, at least i found the end.
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BARNABY FINCH
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POSTED ON Oct 28, 2023 2:38:48 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","gunstempbarnaby"] [attr="class","body"] [break] I can't seem to not need to need you. [break] Things are different now.[break][break] Your parents' absence reverberates to all corners of your new, emptier life. At first, there's a near-constant feeling of... something. Your nine year old mind has difficulty putting words to these emotions. [break][break] Sometimes there's an ache so sharp it feels like your heart might rip itself from your ribcage, if only to escape the pain for a fleeting moment. Sometimes it feels like there's hard lump in your gut, weighing you down and dragging everything with it. And sometimes you feel nothing at all, as if your insides have been hollowed out.[break][break] It's worse at night.[break][break] Before, when you had a nightmare, you'd clamber into your parents' bed and settle between them.[break][break] But now? Now you live in a "new" apartment, with sticky linoleum tiles, carpet that pricks at the soles of your feet, wallpaper yellowed at the edges... and no bedroom sanctum to flee to when fear strikes in the night. [break][break] " Gus?" You call out from the end of the hallway as you walk toward the living area, dragging a TYRUNT plushie by the tail behind you.[break][break] You eventually make it to the kitchen table, which is dimly lit by an overhead light and currently stacked high with various textbooks and papers. Agustin sits amidst the pile, but shifts around when he hears you coming.[break][break] " Ah—" You look up into your brother's tired face, seeing dark bags under his eyes. Lines that weren't there before. But a small smile, too.[break][break] " Hey, bud. Can't sleep?" You shake your head, feeling suddenly shy.[break][break] Agustin pauses for a moment, then looks around the room, first at the TV, then the refrigerator, before his attention finally lands on a newspaper at the end of the table.[break][break] " I've got just the thing. C'mere." He takes the newspaper and flips through the pages until he finds what he's looking for: the comic section.[break][break] " I used to read these all time. Check it out." [break][break] Though you're getting a bit big for it, your brother hoists you into his lap so that the two of you can read together. [break][break] The cartoons on the page immediately catch your attention for their mirth and easy, jovial humor. You find yourself smiling for the first time in what feels like forever.[break][break] The nightmares feel a little farther away. [break][break] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby"]--accent:#796477;font:13px Poppins;[/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby b"]color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby i"]color: #cecece; [/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby u"]font: 800 12px Quattrocento Sans; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 2px; text-decoration: none; color: #808080; [/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby a"]font: 13px Quattrocento Sans!important; letter-spacing: .5px; text-transform: lowercase; color: #796477; [/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby h1"]font:16px Roboto;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby h2"]font:14px Roboto;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby .body"]background-image:url("https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png");background-position:bottom;background-repeat:no-repeat;text-align:justify;color: #AAAAA6[/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby .credit1"]font-size:13px;[/newclass] [newclass=".gunstempbarnaby .credit2"]font-size:13px;[/newclass]
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