Demoman
He/Him
30
March 17
Circhester (Galar)
Heterosexual
Demolitionist/Eco-Terrorist
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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“Tale about dreams, eh? Never been a big fan of those, as the main topic, but maybe something about a legacy,” the man rubbed the stubble on his chin. His four comrades each shared a stare with one another, a confirmation of having the exact same thought inside all their heads. Unfortunately for them, the man saw it all as clear as night. “What?”
Sonny and Sir couldn’t sign, so they looked to Bloke and Obstagoon to convey the message they all knew true to their hearts. Bloke held up his pointed hands in defense, “Oi, I was a late addition. You’ve got the history with him, not me.”
Thus, the obligation fell to Obstagoon. She started to sign cautiously, as if scared to step into the minefield right before her. One wrong step, and they’d all be blown sky-high. “Well… we think you should change that. You know. Stop being so hell-bent on the idea of dreams alone.”
The man looked flabbergasted. His eye darted between them. “Is yer head on loose there, Obstagoon? We’ve talked about this before, and my mind isn’t changing: dreams on their own are worthless.”
“None of us disagree with you there. Not entirely, anyway,” she responded. “But a dream can be a nice thing to have. Gives you hope.”
“But that must be tempered by the weight of reality. Otherwise, they’re as good as the stars in the night sky– a pretty thing to look at, sure, but do nothin’ for us down here.”
“Do you remember when we used to dream, Tavish?”
The man fell silent, knowing that this was a touchy subject for her. But he wasn’t content either, as his fingers dug into the dirty fabric of his pants. They’d done this song and dance too. Only once, and it’d been a bloody nightmare afterwords. It happened the night he decided to take matters into his own hands. When he abandoned a life of comfort and ignorance.
“Our simple dreams, ones made up on a whim and gave us such whimsy in our hearts… do you still remember them, Tavish?”
“Of course I do,” he said. “How could I forget them?”
“Of owning your own lab. Of fighting for the rights of Pokémon as best as we could, even if the odds seemed insurmountable. Hell, we even dreamed of fantastical things. Like your brewery idea, or my dream to go far away, and explore new sights. New sounds. Meet more wonderful people. In a way, we both got what we wanted.”
“At the cost of everything, Obstagoon.”
“Well, that would make a good story of its–”
“No,” Tavish crossed his arms and shoved them forward. “Timeout. My, our history, isn’t over! There isn’t some grandiose tale here. Not the kind we should tell a King. They aren’t like the stories in this book. Ones that would be more proper, with better endings and where everyone lives happily ever after.”
“Back when things were simpler? Easier?”
“Yea!”
“Tavish, they’ve never been simple.”
He looked to the furry black-and-white creature, and then back to the other three. None of them could properly meet him in the eyes. Something snapped inside, and he closed the book with a loud thump. “Fine.”
“You want a story? Here’s a story of your precious ‘dreams’, unbound by reality:”
“Once upon a time, nine years ago, there was a bright-faced lad with the stars in his eyes and a head in the clouds. Things were easy, simple, ignorant. He had a few friends, a few Pokémon companions, and life was easy. There weren’t any actual problems, and there wasn’t any hardships. He had a nice job where he did what he loved.”
“And then they came,” he spit the acidic phrase off of his tongue and motioned far away, towards Sootopolis. “They came from the sea and started to steal. Plunder. Kidnap the precious creatures that wanted to live simple lives. Brought to a foreign land against their will, where everything was awful. A war zone, where they were drafted or conscripted at best. Not to mention the treacherous seas that many never escaped.”
“And this hurt the man. Not only because of what was happening, but because of how the people reacted: they didn’t. They shrugged their shoulders, said ‘what can you do’, and bloody well moved on with their lives. How could they willingly choose to turn an eye to the problems that plagued their lands? How could they sleep at night, knowing that they held the power to help the situation?”
“So, the man acted. He called the government and asked them what their plans were, how he could help. And they turned him away. ‘Join the royal guard, and you can make a change’. So, he did. He worked hard, day and night, to get into their illustrious service.”
“Yet he never did. His work meant nothing, because he was always passed over. Never given the time nor day to prove himself loyal to the cause. Excuse after excuse, they sent him home with a pat on the back and a ‘better luck next time’. How it infuriated him. How his blood boiled.”
“So, he decided to join a local watch. Keep an eye out for intruders that dared to take from their homes. He was accepted, and he watched with as good an eye as everyone else. Day and night, always on the lookout. He never saw anything, either from the cover of night or because of other obligations. Yet the problem persisted. Nothing got better. If anything, things grew worse. Like not even those in charge cared.”
“The man started to expand his efforts. He raised awareness, sent out petitions, held peaceful protests against the seemingly infinite inaction. If there was a way to show the problem to all, then he did it. Everything under the sun was fair game, save for direct violence. For he was one man, and this a problem for an entire body of people. They were so many, and they so few– so why couldn’t they stop it?”
“And as time went on, something started to change in the man. His heart grew cold, and his brain full of strange ideas. Those clouds he reached for, the ones he thought firmly in his grasp– nothing more than blips in the sky. The people did not care. The royalty did not care. No one cared, it felt. And despite his best efforts, his attempts to make the imagination into a reality, he never got a single foot off the ground.”
“It was only when he resorted to violence that the people noticed. That the people cared. If it did not affect them, then it wasn’t a threat. But as soon as it disrupted their daily life, then they grew mad. Upset at the injustice being performed at the hands of this villain.”
“But the villain was him.”
“The people turned on him. Insulted him for his methods, assaulted him for his decisions. The royalty condemned him. Pokémon feared his name, for what he might do.”
“But the invaders learned to fear that man. Whenever they saw his signature red fatigues and smelled brimstone in the air, they knew themselves doomed. They had been deemed problems, and problems were best squashed underfoot. For him to take action, he had damned himself to hell. A life of this path that no one would dare tread. Because they were afraid of losing things.”
“The man did not live happily ever after,” his knuckles grew white, “he did not get to realize his dreams. He did not get to live the life he wanted. He has given so much to better the lives of those around him, and yet they spit on his shoes.”
“You can keep your dreams, those clouds in the sky, like the Kingdom of the North,” the man set the book down by his side and pulled himself to his feet, “but tell me where that gets you in a year or ten.”
“Tavish, they give us reason to wake up in the morning, to have hopes and look to the future!”
“And look where that got me, Obstagoon. Look where we are now.”
The man stormed off, his boots heavy in the dirt and grass. Dew scattered off the stalks, leaving behind a trail of mother nature’s tears. She wept for the man, and for those he had to leave behind. She wept for a soul that kept his head focused right ahead, with a glint in his eye that would never go away.
One that could only admire the night sky and moon for what they were, not for what they could’ve been.
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