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Yuina Higashi
COMMUNAL CURRY #8
POSTED ON Jul 6, 2024 20:57:47 GMT
Safe...
Yuina's curry entry[break] thread summary: Only just a few days removed from escaping from Prismatic Penitentiary, Doug and Yuina have been resting and trying to get back to a normal, if there ever was a normal to begin with. Finding solace in each other, that is the only comfort that they have with wondering how long they are safe, and what the next threat could be.[break] While safe, for now, is all they can manage, Yuina worries more about the future that she had been shown by the green sprite that appeared to her. She believes she is destined to do something horrible, and that this event is the reason why she is being sought out. She doesn't know when, how, or why this future takes place, but in feeling trapped by the knowledge that this unknown countdown has begun, Doug promises that if that day comes, it will pass like all others.[break]
why is it important?: First, I will continue to sing praises for EBC (John Sullivan) being an incredible thread partner truly. What started as a random encounter between two characters during Amigo has turned into an incredibly sweet, thoughtful and impossibly fun ship that I enjoy so much. EBC constantly encourages and supports both myself and Yuina, and I cannot express how much that means to me <3[break] Their relationship together has been a steady build from new friends, to sweet fleeting moments, to new romance, and finally now to love in this thread. And through every stage Yuina has trusted Doug with the darkest, most tumultuous parts of herself. Even as she fears the worst and sees only the worst in herself in her projected future, Doug continues to be a support that she can't rely on in many others as she still hides her truth from so many around her.[break][break] This thread culminates the biggest leap their relationship has taken, and a next step in Yuina's journey of finding herself or at most a sense of self. Yuina has struggled ever since her arrival in Hoenn, knowing that she is only half of a whole person and that the person she presents to the outside world is a lie. Yuina Higashi was never supposed to exist, and to know all of the people in her life that care for Yuina could be devastated if a day comes that she cannot be just Yuina Higashi anymore constantly eats away at her. Keeping friends at a minimum and everyone else at arms length has only been getting more and more difficult the longer she spends without knowing who she was, and now she is at a crossroads.[break] Doug and Yuina have made their love for each other known, but now that means that she has ties to this life that she could never want to give up. This is contested by knowing that her past is out there, and she could seek out 'Alexandria Cander' if she chose to, but now she is hesitating. To her own detriment, Yuina is growing complacent in hiding from the uncertainties of her past, and has begun to avidly refuse acknowledging that part of herself even as new doors begin to open around her. Above all else, she's become so good at lying and so good at pretending, Yuina is lying to herself.[break][break] In addition to her unknown past, Yuina now struggles with knowing too much of her future, again another aspect of herself that she never asked for, another part of her life that she feels is being controlled or orchestrated beyond her influence. Surviving the penitentiary wasn't enough, for every day that she attempts to put that behind her, she makes it one day closer to that future like she is being punished for wanting to have her life at all.[break][break] Overall, again, huge thanks to EBC for giving Yuina the anchor to this life of hers. I didn't know then that I would get to explore this notion, but now I do truly get to play with the idea of wondering if Love is stronger than fear? Fear of the unknown, fear of self, fear of both the past and the future, and what could happen if the two collide. Maybe love will conquer all of the uncertainties, or be Yuina's true undoing as she continues to lie to herself and keep those around her potentially in harm's way.
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